A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, HEY again :D this is the second letter haha so remember the days you studied 2-3 hours cry yourself to sleep? Hitting your chest to calm down talking to a dead person by looking into the BIGGEST AND SHINIEST STAR? Pfft...I hope you remember because i wanted to be a comic or manga artist since i was 5 and i wanted to go to japan! Make sure you visit japan ok? I’m moving to Canada before my 18th birthday and i don’t wanna leave because i’m not sure if i’ll be able to fit in or have any friends my tremor and anxiety might attack LMAO so REMEMBER when you wanted to cut yourself but you were to scares to try? And you wanted to have powers live in the anime world and wanted to write a manga yaoi genre HAHAHAHA those were all YOUR dreams MAN i miss it when i was still a kid where everything was fun peaceful i was free and happy and LOVED but it’s 2020 so i’m afraid that might be impossible to happen for now btw i’ll write a letter anytime i want UwU so my future self could read it though right now i’m still scared i can’t even speak to my own mom my dad doesn’t even LOOK HAPPY TO SEE ME WHEN I RETURNED TO PHILIPPINES from canada i regretted hugging him with all my heart while he was hugging me like it was nothing btw talk to DADA everyday ok? Look into the star the moon remember why your nickname is (keith) and (kei_san) well i found my japanese name it’s (TSUKI) and i want you to SEARCH IT ok? Remember to cry while looking into the starry sky :) if feels like your free and listen to Music! Those are my tips for now and i’m still crying myself just to sleep and i still don’t talk to my mom i don’t think i’ll ever talk to my mom but at least you have OUR niece to talk to even though she’s still a kid well that’s for now bye future self :D un