A letter from July 22nd, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, how’s life? are you happy? i hope you’re doing well. if you’re not, well... cheer up. i want to see you smile everyday. i mean, i wanna see you smile TRULY. i don’t want another fake smile. i hope you found someone who makes you feel like you’re beautiful and perfect just the way you are, someone who loves you despite all your imperfections and mistakes. i wanna tell you that i’m sorry for hurting you so much. i cared about the opinions of others so much, i never cared about your opinion. i’m not confident right now. i’m not fully healed right now. i’m still a mess right now. and i would like to apologize for that hehe. i hope, you learned how to love yourself by now. hmm, that’s all. iloveyou darling!💗

Epilogue

6 months later

uy hello, it’s almost 2 years na darling. I’m not okay. I started self-harming, which must be surprising for you. you told yourself before, “I would never hurt myself, I...

Veha ahtt renve ot teh udwol eenrv od. Lla btu drecars oolk n,ow at nad msar ruo ” gdamdae. Uoy uoy me eobmc?e ygtinr ywa? em iths lilw i thgho,u to ouy hate ahtw lhea i have fi oevl in im’ dna see. Nay esubcea yna eht i ant’c i sci,enuan ivle emse iesno whiotut esflutl tusj awnna to btu ot ohwitut feil ehal. Het ma if yuo i iads but lefe natw juts hte fo rgeino eikl pslbmeor nad ouy oyu eppusdso ohpe afgnic ’eroyu tcrfpee tmhe afubielut v?ryreeheew to i“ neoemos hwo to are i lal uoy ohw nirgeo way ’mi smake hnew ee’rtyh juts udnof. I ttha ” enevr lfte. Ofr m,e dnfi lveo am nmeoseo how nd’itd ksai raelly lwil i i woh. I am i owh neve cectap ?ywh relyal uyo c’nta nowk bcesaue. Mi’ nevhrewe seel tusj gknatli speela ,eooemns ot st’i uinglidb klie to im’ soemeno tmhe. I leab ?em altk, nede twah i tac, cat hwo i tinnpuaag iredt lwli ahwt how i i nhwe ielk be ahcwt a,ys to im’ do, to i aitunpg,an. Niagot oyu thwac od aany,gn atnangiink anngam an banigas “uy ysoa’ ’ainks mnaaigdn kais aawl wtah lgtaaa. Tkiniaangn ko nalgwa ” e gan ’nskia leef. Preo, ako. Ko sa not siiansab yhet lsiria tca o“’ndt elki oyu lwli elik ko lfsruyeo,. Anogn ”. Elylht’ seel, kaay yti,rgn hinkt soneoem woh ’mi tepcca dubil i ot. Ylhlte’ i elvo intkh ohw. I m,a atc who leik chseo rgil the wnta ksai i neisatd fo eb erlaly slmeyf ignoswh i to ot. Nossm’eoe tdo’n i ngnoa me if em ktnhi iekl ovle i act. Og lod awnan kabc 5 utjs ot i ebgni sraey. Vwo’uled i fo dcaaceim tjus nneo if ,sktaa roamnl io,nvaliatd hist npaheepd hwit i was lrtsggeu. I be waann dno’t tub leki eb rl,noma tsih whis ot i. Eb tasr,”m s’it peke hndii an usjt la“cleimdaacy dahr on to ttah ayak to is’t ynirgt ok. I d,ie aflceupyel wanna just. .

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