Dear FutureMe,
Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!
Epilogue
about 2 months later
I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...
Nad it all fo toistnaiu the. .
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Wtih idd ddie nwe elpepo ehtn ermtat cakbl ovdme adn ganhce on it lwahei gthsni silev a tub ofr eakm odnw. Ltils it lilts pepoel otl asephnp hpnaeedp i aelrly eebn a iswh atwh is’t rwee but dan sdcufeo otbua no and. Lnsie gcnahe eorsth will tno nad yarlel it or ni etnucnoi to a ophe ekam ew nloag eamk odrwl eht ioerpmv i levi nhgtiseom hteso and n“er”tdy.
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Ihntk up niaag, resya wsroe ’mi aspt a lwvu’eod stju tub ti ryrso sgntih ogt atht ftye,fielnrd rngieivl aeftr entw we eht y’dou inaag wef edend. Adh rlogen we iths dna ldoinevv st’wan otupsrp teim pcs ornmi a la,ktfnhylu so no. Oint rou’ey ispll kown i ubato ugrsd nto bcak btu gto ahtt ierrspuds nda iiovla. Adn fi hewre bjo ajil eusoh ’shes i fro hs’se lilst ehss’ in eben ta so owkn or tslo n’tdo iewhla her jali in nad. We her tub tcu pusrsreid teh not iwth ofr embay stie stom aoispnteidpd r❣️pta. Ndrfies acple olsa ynigast nteggti deedn rdaeeg utb adn iekkdc pu we ot uot eveal utlayuml ta a. Nda ddi dnepehap of hsit !gdauetar! all nda ’anstw you ew mi’ ielhaw for ti the dropu beerof to htis idd but ew did oknloi emcerovo ndtoaaigur us so t❣i️ twah tbse. Ohtlsrmees rfo gealyll on csueaeb orf hrigt ffo elgnor eerf frlsouey on nda we otca gogni daip reay to atghynni hte fo ustj o‼n️w rstif utb be okrw seeolshm aivilo hpat wot nda ew eb 💕ti oyur ot bene ipaherp did rmof lleb aylimf we okewdr ionjur stpupro seumrm ta ubt oyu ioctx erhte teh tslli rwe’e yma ew konw os owdekr syaer fts‼️uf ouy, dna oatmls ssa.
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I ltlis a’cnt ee’rw dna ti 91 now ievlbee. Uor no ti bhdratyi oka,y ist’ kordew enevr th18 dan but ew aynyaw tbeeelacrd 1th9 ew. Rebett ntrigy own ostp s/h etnh si m’i tbu ot naphesp hwhic it rbfeeo rlyear. Ulciisda flee hirtee now as i epssdered or odt’n. Fof tub rou st’i ew ydsa isltl avhe naroml. ❣f️ar ayre ttah tbu era our mgaeini us ofr rnitgun eoygnru this for 3< of i pdour wiat ew vseesl won gegtitn xnet tnca’ ’im 02 seru.
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Npik & ifnerd ev’ew tihw yed !it! het but idd we idefx ,era) hi!a!r a tsrfi atchyp beu,l ruo urpepl nad was e(bst kpni, peulrp essm it lurep,p os ibr uro aptttme tho dna dntrssa ndoe akind shdirde. Btu enbe meor nwana btu e‼k️abr pu nseed uro it prtaetn rtwoh and ’sit ti chmu i mtna hair a ocrslo too hrai lcebah lerlay yculr ryt uro so semeds. Ofr teh ohtrw ivlign agnai yrlael emda iefl olroc. Ltos ocne emvo we ew lapn loas it ubt aetmrtnap an witgeh avtenh’ no to i. Eevw’ at oto kroniw ocat bell deanig ’mi ont ecisn but tgwhei mad rvee. Lnetylam nedwat lal gndio ’vwee rteteb reev chhwi re’we is. C’nta iwta ehiwtg.
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Ot ipsnrigsur hcum is ’notd ihhwc yas now enmai sa we htacw. Teh did mhoe at we’d utb tnerteni dlwuo llraye on tsdoepp us ihwt it khtni or i igthn yarell eercv,is. Aesnso pl‼️hsu godo i dmitlunei ym voriaeft t’hsna eeioosksrn slomaosrc so lnecaab a dna is tlsli a utb eavh soatinassnais new ts’i litsl ahd. Ikbry it laso owsn rou otg feli dan ntio bkac ruo ephsa ew.
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Nad eyra mhi oyu to tshe’er tkedal nad 3< vioesm nda we si the sutj enwt ckelidc rltyu ilke‼️ well ike!ar! !isrtf wfe at dame aemecb nad os hte eray !kbc!a lkied noean,y ew we taedd us sneeoom dah ileevbe (selik?) yfallin etmsi it ucylianr and emor eh eikld ow’tnudl noersi we yare utb agdnroi ew tsare!nrp mete he eoeomns anvteh’ ew a baloemrem noirse whti. Naagi aws eh ,oto oru ypeort wtrgini eums dmae trhow. Eyognru (: nemsa his se’h by osdnai tno tbu thne humc us. Deened utb su su btu 81 hhgha teweebn on go twhi mhtgi :( cudol got ucselro ’mi i 19 i htat not i beeuacs oabtu eton,hs imh be teh ot eontntc it im’ tou and rof work ’esh. Nmoht eetlrt tfierdd so feobre tbu nda nvee orntdaaigu as’tnw i ptrreedciaco ta fwe a inam wseke edecofssn os for thwi ssmdaue ilafmy it lempbsro fcduose or wtasn’ einphgl a or het a vole ’wants uyro !!saw paart adn ew ti he hatt. Ehwlo tub u!s nad ceut it inurhsg iledk citnmrao tou, for i he t,rhso dna ngsith ti ot eth nckeidche hs’e wleho and enev itme otuhhgt us os this he nedo eeorfb rtmicona bcka and ridte etnh pidzoagole lal gngio ogt nda i tbu eestw veew’ for stryo kdsea ueloc’vd gnlo saw imte so baout e!imt sski ouy edasrc oyu the. I tsbe swideh nda aepphn daedt hgint ot luytr ot us ovduc’le teh ew s’eh. Mi’ wthi fro thta haev yoka er’ehts dias he adn imvong eireftdfn btu lsnpa we a nahecc otbh. Of dna ahwt ew chwhi daentw i mroecan ptey so thohgu eciateaprp lodh nsdah vnee cenniont ’tis eev’w teh him and etcu nad is lrayle.
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Woesdh to’nd giaznma so it we aws pu srahicint ew agerdatud an,tyeka ot!o! ofmr redssde ditralyloinat dan ️ow❣yrr dan add. Rou n!o nifdrse ivnmgo lal utb erw’e too mssi ew.
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Ti tis’ ot use we urrdeqie oru tbu remynao won to uhhogt tno jtus elsfe nralmo gettno eraw raew one n!wo oot ti ltils smask dan. Ttha na’ct rulyt do bvieeel aak 2 rtpaa on haha we roem 6 hpes’se fete prata had taht to. .
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Ew adh a lot iltsl rmc tub ew eben a it!! t!hhguo we’ev nuerino of i hyte tllis bivelee tbu ot onlucdt go tnrsccoe eovl adn cnta.
En:se eevw’.
Hrteaoyelrtrtce-.
Orordgi vlaiio -.
- uocc.
Aeaop!!rm!r -.
Ce-wrslra.
Fkie mii-docn.
Ar-om laloop.
A-ikl sicuh.
Weytnt- osiltp oen.
-thommrethore.
E-ptre dmnapclo.
Da-branuv.
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I!glr zm!rnia!te vt xetn gcseirtate reipec oru iv!l!e eht rctonce and aeelnmi si faetr rfo esx.
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Aiwt uotba agdl e!liv ew rtebet i giodn adn kri,ae to in trwie a’ntc !uureft re’we m’i iynalfl reininexgpce to nnocieut tuffs hluoypefl tish rmeo a lliw het ti ielf we’ev raf dan dmea wntdea.
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