A letter from June 7th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey! Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I'm probably the only one sending you a message. The sad part is that I am planning it too, but hopefully years from now you'll be happier. It's you from June 7, 2020. I hope there's a future from now until then. There's been a lot going on in the world. People are protesting for the Black Lives Matter movement. I hope by then there's a change. I know times will become challenging, and hopefully it'll have been worth it and happen. I can't stand how the police are treating citizens. We are supposed to be free, but now there silencing us and we're not okay with that. Haha Donald Trump credit card got leaked, I found it funny. I hope no one gets in trouble for using it. Well, right now our situation is complicated. Moms out of rehab at least. Then we got that court call on the 10th. I am worried for it, but it'll be okay, I hope. Aunty Lin has the virus, I hope she'll be okay. She means a lot to me, despite everything that happened. Okay enough of this. How's life?? We're about to graduate!!! We finished freshman year! For me, I'll be starting sophomore year. Well Us actually. I hope you did okay, it's okay if you didn't place that high though. As of right now, I don't know what to expect. To be honest, I never thought we'd make it past 13, 15, 16, and now I am trying to imagine 18-19. I honestly hope we've changed, I don't want to have a negative mind and wonder when I am going to die. I know that I am going to figure it out though. I hope you're fine. Have we dated anyone? To be honest, I think I like girls more then guys, but still like guys ya know. I don't want to question anything because 16 is still a young age to me. I hope we didn't experience a heart break or anything because I don't think I could handle that if I am to be honest. I just want to be happy, and not stressed or anything. I hope you're okay. Please don't self harm anymore, we got this. I wonder how you look like now. Have you dyed your hair? Lost weight? No pressure though. Gosh, I can't believe we're an adult basically. Are we still into anime???? Like for real, we've been watching it since 2015 (4th grade) like it's crazy. My all time favorite anime is still Assassination Classroom. Also Kaji Balance Unlimited was becoming my favorite but paused due to the virus. I want to go to a con and experience that energy and be all hyped. Gah I wonder what school we're at?? Kayenta, Phoenix, or window rock?? I hope it's Kayenta. If not then somewhere in phoenix then. I hope we still do track and field. I wonder what it's like. Do we still have to wear masks? And stay 6 Feet Apart?? crazy. Also are we still into alternative rock?? I am listening to My Chemical Romance right now. Well sad songs to be honest. I don't know what else to say. Happy birthday, we made it! Stay alive and be more friendly. Don't let anything get to you. I love you, a lot. Bye Kiera. Happy Birthday, don't let anything get to you!

Epilogue

about 2 months later

I still can’t believe I wrote this during quarantine and a lot has changed. I’ve been putting this off for months because it’s kinda depressing seeing what I wrote about...

Of ti tnousaiti all eht dna. .
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Fro did a rtaemt enth hwit ewn no ievsl dwno hgints ided amek eopple ti nad eawilh anehgc utb ovdem kalbc. Tlsil lot auobt leeopp hnppsae hwis enbe i’st nhpeeadp rewe tbu nad i wath lislt no a ti adn arlely udsfcoe. Eth olwdr “rtn”eyd we ti ilwl sohet laylre ropevmi or heop ncutoeni ot ivel sntgimeoh mkea ton in and nslie dan eagnch heostr lngao mkae i a.
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Nhikt ogt tbu die,fyentflr ti afert esayr ew hte wfe enwt jsut aigan htta nedde a iliengvr wldoveu’ a,niag pu rysor ptsa i’m douy’ gihstn wores. Lveodinv nerolg on pusrtpo rnomi stih ahd os alftkynlu,h imet dan we pcs a twsn’a. Rsdusreip aotub otg noit o’yuer utb dan nto oavlii ttah owkn sudgr lplsi i abkc. Es’hs ewerh eebn hsse’ weiahl so ro tslo obj in for uohse laji in her llist i nad e’shs if adn iajl nkwo at nd’ot. Orf reh aeybm tuc sderisrup nto the ew tipdpdiosane ubt r️atp❣ tsom thwi iest. A dregea alyulmtu aosl ta up ot dekcki sdnifre nedde ew utb uot gnasyit cpeal veeal eigttng adn. Mi’ tub ddi to dpeaenph udrgaae!!t opdur lal oyu did w’tsna we ew ❣️ti inkool sebt os omerceov did adn eofebr this su eth leaihw ti dna whta of sthi iugrtadano rfo. Refe neeb ustj eth we uoy ryae ot ngtihnay goign ylmfai it💕 raphipe ssa fmor owt off ot sbcauee may ta ellb uroy we’er ew rummes tbu taph ddi on‼w️ ilstl tsrfi we fo het so okwr syrea reeht losatm rfo iiaolv uoyesrlf taoc sslemhoe oknw ujonri ew utfsf️‼ no oersmtlhse right otpsurp nda eyalllg no adn ,yuo tbu fro nda ctixo erodkw oenlrg ewrkod be apid be.
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Wno dan n’act 19 it iveeleb eew’r tilsl i. Dan tbu uor ’sti t1h8 eralebedtc drwkeo ew ko,ay it ywanay 1h9t we ibhtryad vnree no. Tbu hnet ’im /sh ti gtryin opts hihcw si ertbet pspnhae to efbero raylre now. Own acdlsuii as eeddperss fele eihetr tn’do i ro. Btu ew iltsl off vhea rou dsay ’its omrnal. Of tbu ngirnut ryae ar❣️f fro ew i urse inggtte mngiiae orf rae now <3 uor na’ct tsih vslsee m’i twai htta 02 pdour regnouy xnte su.
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We our feindr tub edy mpetatt rbi eb(ts w’eev npki it ptcyha twhi !ti! iarh!! hto np,ki done dan idexf dna srntsda eb,ul did naikd swa eth & rleppu uro r)ae, a fstri os eulppr r,pepul sddrieh esms. Oot it mcuh dmeses a i arkb️e‼ but pu tub tyr dan rlaeyl ohrtw it namt our ts’i rahi lhebca os oerm awnan raih bene desen ptarnet yucrl colsro our. Het lnvigi oolrc eadm aeyrll niaag ofr hrwot life. Nha’vte oslt we mranetpta voem wihteg ew it no i onec aosl na to btu nalp. Etighw lbel too gedani wvee’ nto norkwi mad mi’ but ever at ctoa sceni. Wetnad gnodi ewv’e vree neyamltl hihwc lal ew’re treteb si. Cta’n itwa egtihw.
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Ays nwo ’ontd rgisspiurn to si uchm sa iwhch we nemai hwcta. Us ta idd ti htiw heom tub tnrienet loudw het rlyeal rsvee,ci gtinh no ro lyearl nhkti dspeopt edw’ i. Dogo saonse but ioetfvar ym t’is kinoreoess i ️lhpus‼ tlisl is ahd nha’st so osntaainisass aclaneb wne a nemdlutii caoolmssr ahev nad llist a. Osal nsow oint lefi tgo rou ew riybk bkac uor aephs and it.
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Nad eresht’ dleik nda ‼kile️ mlorameeb dna he at a ewf irunycal ,naonye eh ebecma teh wnet ske)li(? yturl we delkta yare sfri!t ew seiomv p!etrnras dklei ew agoridn rnsoei yuo rensoi us ilnyalf !cb!ak nad tusj omre ew lewl ew ew tavhen’ eht mead nad ot ti lcdeick iwth adh so mtee ibeleve hmi semnooe <3 ’utnodwl semit utb !!eiark tddae arey oesmneo is ayre. Eh eusm rhwto eamd oo,t oru aanig irwignt ptreoy swa. Ehs’ ucmh thne by oneyurg su tub hsi nmsea daniso not :(. Uto enewteb cloud i tub 19 m’i sh’e eth neotntc ghmit be mi’ crlueso edneed su ont dan ubt on i (: i uobat ebesauc tgo rfo it wokr imh ot ahhhg go wtih h,steno us 18 htta. Layifm fdeidtr os antdiuoagr it wastn’ ewf sdfeuoc eh and wstan’ htiw wa!s! os it a nstwa’ anim tterel we adn a i eth ro ehlngpi ewsek rbfeeo tbu levo or mussdae for ratpa a at edecsnfos royu that losprbme vnee etreocipdcar onthm. Kilde ew’ev shtnig iehcndcek etdir ewolh adn yuo htugtho nmoiacrt so i!met lal eth olng boaut !su th,sor weets ofeerb oytsr ti utb dan for dsaek inogg e’sh ouy aws then hte rngiush dan kcba doen clevd’uo gto i so iemt adn mtie to enev ikss and he t,uo ectu eh aoezigdopl ti sracde fro iotamcrn us i siht welho tbu. Ew ppneah edtda ot he’s teh us siedwh i btse nitgh to yrtlu eu’dclov nda. Thob seet’rh ew iads adn enitferdf oyak gmnvoi hcenac a hatt eh ahev ’im tub orf htiw sanpl. Tceapripae adnhs awendt lhdo yleral hwhci tceu neev nntoncie it’s ahtw e’wve is i hghuot type and adn oarmnce we eht fo hmi so and.
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And draetugda ew edowsh ti odt’n dna nkaya,et ngzmiaa os aws sedders ew casiinrth mrfo tialalnytodir t!o!o up dda o️ywrr❣. Ruo !no miss erw’e lla oot utb nrsifed ovmign we.
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Tbu ruo oot lroamn ot seu edqrriue nad elsef ogtetn reaw sksam !own one tno still onw yrmneao it i’st aewr ew it ot htuhog tsuj. Aprta adh do ermo thta eeelbvi 2 utlry 6 atapr ew hs’espe efet ot c’ant kaa haha thta no. .
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Oelv rmc a t!i! sntcrceo tub ebilvee ebne btu yhet ee’vw hhu!got of dtuncol lot go a nda tslil we tnca hda i lilst ew to orinune.
Eesn: ee’wv.
Ohetlcaeeryttr-r.
- girdroo oailiv.
Occu -.
- maareop!!!r.
Rcrelswa-.
Nc-iimod eikf.
Ooplal r-oma.
Siuhc lak-i.
One plosit wyne-tt.
-orhretotemmh.
Er-etp anlcodmp.
Bdvnar-ua.
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Si amnilee tv ev!i!l ectnorc uor orf nad the esx eecrpi ftare setrcigtae !tanzier!m i!glr xten.
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We het adem orem to ttrbee folylephu tiaw i eut!fru ’im rceiiexegpnn veil! c’atn in a onidg ldag illw dna ewve’ eka,ir teirw sthi nda far ienntouc it ndweta lfei btuoa ot llnyaif ftusf ’weer.

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