A letter from June 7th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Merry Christmas! I'm sending a bunch of these to myself, probably out of order but I'll number them so I know the order I wrote them in by the time I receive them. I hope you've found a way to stop getting emails from websites, but knowing you, you probably haven't :D. I found this website on a DanTDM video called magical tik toks if you forgot about it, and the website is futureme.org if you want to write anymore. you remember when we wrote a letter like this in year six (referring to us as one person doesn't quite sound right for some reason... so Imma call us we :D (yes I love emoticons I wonder if you still do?)) anyway you remember?? I loved reading that back and remembering everything. It was such a good idea so here I am again. Oh and remember how I wrote not to watch fortnite videos, but when we read it back we were like, jokes on you I play it now. I thought that was hilarious. have you started playing it again? not likely since I deleted it for a reason. Anyway how are you and your crush going. Not going to put any names but I can feel you blushing at the mention of him ;). Unless you got together with him. Then you may not be. actually show him this if you are. I hope you got passed just talking on Skype and have been able to talk to him. At least for my sake. And did he ever come back on to Skype. Also remember when we were walking to the bus stop once and it was Merrin, Mia, Hannah, Caleb and us and he yelled out 'look Caleb's got all the chicks.' Remember how hard we laughed. And I'm sure he knows we heard. But yeah I hope you can look at him and smile, cause that is my main goal at the moment. Actually not my main goal at the moment, but the main one that is achievable at this point in time. My main goal I suppose at the moment to lie on his lap while watching a movie one time and then do what I do best and pretend to fall asleep and see what he does. I don't know why but I think it would be interesting to find out. See if he tries to wake me (to which I would try to keep pretending) or if he picks me up or if he just lets me sleep there. That was a weird tangent -_- but yeah my brain is messed up and that's what I wanna do at some point. Maybe you've lossed feelings for him. If so, ah well your decision. Maybe you have dated him and he broke your heart, or you broke his. (though... your not that kind of person, I hope..) If so I'm really sorry for bringing up bad memories. I mean come on It's only been 6 months not much can happen... right??? Now for some messages from your friends (I mean I hope their still your friends but if not well... now I'm sad ;-; (yes more emoticons)) James Stevens (is he still dating Mia??? I feel like he is because he is James and Mia is Mia) anyway he says stay cool, don't be cringy and get a boyfriend (never thought I would be hearing that from him, but hey it's 2020 and I thought I would never say Mia has a boyfriend. Yet here we are) Mia said that if you haven't got a boyfriend, get your ass out of the house and get yourself a boy friend (her words not mine) and Trinity seconded that (though I'm like 99.99% sure it was Alesha on Trinity's phone..) Ella says to ask herself if she has a new boyfriend or if she is still dating Micheal. If she is still dating him then wow! that's like her longest boyfriend!. (though no matter how much she denies it I know she still like Jackson Brown. The first stage of grief is denial don't you know :D) Ella also says to ask her future self if she still believes in DMIS (Draco Malfoy is sexy, if you've forgotten) So onto the thing I needed to ask the most. HAS. THE. CORONA. VIRUS. BEEN. STOPPED??!! I hope to god it has been. and I hope to god you went on that camping trip. (tell me how you sorted the car space problem...) but yeah I hope everything is back to normal. One last thing. If somehow you started dating Watson, does Sienna hate you >.<. I really hope you just accepted that and you were able to continue being friends, but I think in my heart of hearts she wouldn't be able to stand being around you. I mean your probably the only one reading this, I can trust myself right? I mean if you show this to the others oh well it's probably for the laughs. Anyway, I hope this letter made your day a bit better (Ooo that rhythms, must put that in a letter for Watson at some point. I wonder if he keeps them...?) And write to me again at some point I hope sincerely yours truly and forevermore (little renai circulation reference there :D) From your past, Kayla ps: Mia says be nice to her and don't complain about her complaining. I mean I rolled my eyes at her but a fight may have started between her and Alesha >.<.