A letter from June 5th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Hey Future Me, Oh boy where do I begin... I guess I'll start with hi. My names Emma. I'm 13. And I just graduated 7th grade. It's June 4, 2020. Lots of things are happening right now... I have a few questions. Is all of the riots and stuff over? Are we still Pansexual? Have we figured out the whole gender thing? Do people at our school still not know about all of our mental illnesses? Do people at our school know we are Pansexual? How's 8th grade? Is it as scary as we think it is? Is Mommy still really bad? Are you nervous for the future? Did we get help for our mental illnesses? Are we still into Anime? Do we still like Dixi and Hannah? How are our sisters? Is corona still a thing? Did it finally end? Are you excited for Highschool? Are we still friends with Sarah, Dixi, Braylynne, and Skyler? It's currently Pride month! 🏳️‍🌈 We love that. Daddy said he's gonna get me a Pan flag soon. Does that actually happen? Do we finally tell Mommy about littlespace? Do we figure out what our mental illnesses are? Do we still want to hurt ourselves? Did we ever get over Koda? Did we ever tell Grandma and Grandpa about us being Pan? Anyways enough with the questions. We kinda want to be called Eren but idk if that is the same in the future. Happy 14th birthday! I hope everything is better in the future. If you are going through anything I know you will get through it. I promise. I love you. Have a good day future me! With love, Past you 💗

Epilogue

12 months later

Hey kiddo. So currently we are in 9th grade and I'm here to answer some of the questions you asked. To start off with for the most part the riots...

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