A letter from May 24th, 2020

Ceasrd. Lhewi acders of a i adn i eb my iwll fro itnkh i’m yrvayede ielf. Fceetsf rtem hte ctallayu ngreiprsse stnru we lgno lal out ash do. M’i ont swa a yuo in erve raa,rou rwee’ erhwe veild osryr tu?hthgo tiwh htouthg owh o’ldwuve drlow evlo yleahth nda reh uoy. Tecahre a llist ryalle a od nggio i dan i eb iasnspo it ma vaeh fro ot. Et,terb tlryu tihnk od yellra gnotte evew’ i i. Ti i lveo tmei twans’ uyo ouy yuo eddnee hte unofd hitnk hhottug adh hatw shit ewev’ but. How dwrlo ploepe dan yuo you era elov the evgi rfo ahtt dsnerif ouy wto udwol uoy ohw evha ofr. To ra,aiss embremre i eht i dtno’ utb f,rnaces cdneace nda klta eyrtqenlfu tsal or atedkl imet at()sr sitll ablle oyu. Ktinh tdon’ loginv ethm stpo veer i ylu’lo. Lwodu fiallyn oat,tto we blopbyra ton you ddi cetxep teg a one guohtlha. Uo,tghh ’sti eolv oequt ned het hcihw epom lduwo ofmr kown i eiactfrnm uyo a. I mroe veer on eovl ewtri enth sofcu ltils ot tyoerp we uyo idd ughotlah. Ifnlegse shlep otu the abd teg it. Aoutb sgngnii yethr’e eew’v with nad and ays loduw isklls w’ree aisaeopsnt irtnwig i ovdeipmr our ohtb sllti ihsgtn. In cmhu i ruo os nde s’ti i own ti up a l,apy voled maroj atht ddi dan. Wenh us aemk htetaer fro neses na ’estond eotutl het dwrlo gvies. Ayrcs pu gwigorn ttlile si a. Do yptetr ot deen leevieb awth rlyela elwl ’rsethe uoy to rsstuntnioci btu ognid kiel not ’id rfo eew’r yna. Erev ritse lseoc i ’notd thwi in ’wree be he shi tub add nda awy onw tihnk ton elwl’. Swa ip,an dan ew so’entd it to atht iortaptnm nweh ellfblai plepeo lewhi ewer dki t’si aer a just he teh onrb erbmreem esera. ’mosm egnott orwse. Epvrimo eigthrnam atlheh sawlya her konw eevnr was idd roswt that uyor but i. Inaocral jeo htrno and raaz whit in mgvoin eshs’ ot onivcigdr ecrssop of the. Ot vleo nyuog you zielaer mi’ nad uthr eht orsyr wree htta i’m to ear you eevr ylon that too ouy, syorr who eatmn olepep. Oatub araz i rea wkno aluhtogh teh godo, oyln skdi. Our learyl few vemdo ayrse was a meho neo no ttha frmo nad goa vrcredoee has iutnsj orfm. Wongr nitghs sh’se eb gngoi gril h’seetr a ithw z ruo stlil of hess’ ubt yes to tol abby d)lou (laos alsway. Cesrad owkn uyo owh reew i. Meti i ethevrgniy all dna ogt bad the onkw woh arkd dmesee ntshig ohw. Dluwo kwno i ysa i gnirrftiye seme ntgihs ltisl ’im sdcare i but htta vhae eppole aekm less. Enchga wre’e nto ievla yteaimn nad to onos itsll ttsh’a gongi. I mi’ ouy asy dwulo iagrnhe reom helsp oyu kithn eliceribnd ezearli nhet. My hree inbge you enev ,of dopru of htta dowul tnaw be tknhi but eerremmb yaw you to rupod rof lvei i ttah ilef to i be in ededne ulwod a i em. Nto h“te od did yaellr i ew and c”sl,hoo tseb si’t liweh gelel,co in up ned lveo trensew. Esadgr era we butoa leraly zanigma era ecusabe rou amtrs ts’i sufft acer ewhn ew. I ever lkie otn ubt wlli am fi srue onwk to i i ’im ays i’d who. Ti s,pnsaoi lactua fo em it tath piant, khitn yuo papyh ti dnt’o peesca i htne saw vldoe mero i na an sitll akesm ubt. Llryae fo iwtignr eclap yuor htta nay too is be meska yrou the os duwol senes rteein ti rvoe lfie lal. Adn athe ew editr it so ew tkgninti ucmh out odufn. Llhe igynonan sa ’sit. Ouy owh ot rhtu wkon i ton her to arhe uto mi’ ti hsti to udwlo hcrea tub hmuc ggino. Sywa ot dan acbk i yirtgn su itsll let ot ym ifle esh darestdnun onti rhut ni her im’ eerfus. Irarmde otg rhe esh on omsm eht oaecofkb saw i thpoos yc,tnerel. Oyu it nda so eovl drsdveee rysor reh vgae muhc taht rvnee uoyr of mi’ hes. Refidsn tbse ecka hrtoe ekab i dmea the a aaclyutl did fro ruo yda, itaybhrd i. Ikhnt cj uoy nda aemn udolw i sih mhi eador si. We haredt ofr orev us idd etahs hihcw otuba ruo eat, teg nreev gnilfierdr eth. Enjyo fro ,t inkd do ew yreve si’t of treffndie eewk iwchh ejisnoinct a ew do ripe!su(sr o!yb) a. Og cuold kalt nda i hwis bcak i yuo mite in to. Aemd peormsi it you hgothru ebtter i atht nad shtign egt. Yuo ereth hsreihc ’uoery uyor plepoe os aveh ear ckuly yyveaedr mteh lief nad in to ttah. Eprfcte ayphp ubt w’eer ’rneta we. Hree tog eyour’ oyu i lucoedv’ acsbuee tneh omer owh einaimgd vloe evre oyu i. If ehre yirtgn otdwun’l ouy i be kpee nt’did. Oknw oot ew oyu tsmseoiem i i ditre nvee mpgttin,e ubt asw pu so idt’dn nwko iinvgg thta. Asueecb yuo ehre veol adstey dan uyo i im’.