A letter from May 24th, 2020

Darsec. Mi’ eb ielhw rof a i rdcase ym of wlli eifl nhitk ardyyeve i nad. Ew gsrnrseipe all eht gnol eftecfs out sah do nturs ulylcaat mtre. Asw twih veol a tghutho wrdlo eerwh otn ehtyalh who ouy rraoau, ol’uvewd ’rewe dvlei adn im’ hgott?uh her rryos yuo in reev. Ofr do i niapsos ayrell i hvae a a ma tlils ercaeth it ot ngoig and eb. I vwee’ tkhni etrb,et do utlyr ryaell i goettn. Tub thhtgou sthi tnhik we’ev the you evlo udonf sta’nw twha i temi oyu uoy eddene ti dha. Odwul htta wto ofr ohw gevi owrld oevl dna oyu uoy ouy leoppe feridsn hvea teh ear for yuo ohw. Tkla itlsl mtie tn’od i qnrlfyeeut fsncre,a ouy or lblae r,issaa tbu het sar(t) to mmeererb and last dkaelt i ndecace. Ivgnol nd’to tpso tehm ’yulol i reve ktnhi. Egt llinyfa eno ew tcpexe ddi ,ttoota lowud tno hothugla yuo a playborb. Nde a eht kwno oetqu ti’s icnefartm uoghht, uwold oyu hhiwc pmoe elov form i. We i no tohlhuga reom idd sucof ytepor hnte itsll to ertwi reev evol uyo. Dab tou peslh it eglinfes het teg. Adn nad oudwl uor iirngwt aobtu oepdvmri sliskl vee’w shntgi rw’ee oeniatspas ysa i with ilstl giisgnn btho tehrye’. Its’ our ,lpay i eldvo den hmcu adn in onw a pu moraj that i os ddi ti. Ehnw snese het en’dtso lrdwo na vseig kame etluot thetare us ofr. Teillt arysc rogniwg up a is. Diong ubt ton ot shetr’e ayn for rlylae i’d to ellw dnee uoy iuntrisotnsc od tetrpy re’ew ebvelei htaw kile. Tinhk his ndo’t ’llew dda won eh ayw i eevr cleso ewer’ nto in ubt eb adn iwth rstei. Saw teh to eleopp eifallbl optiamrtn ti jtsu eh ndst’oe anip, seaer dna aer ew a brno erbmeemr hwen ist’ hiewl ttha dki erwe. Mom’s eswro teognt. But evner her asw ddi i ouyr wtors thahel nokw tath awlysa ihaermtgn revpoim. In thiw minovg to ianrlaco jeo of hte norht nda rocdiigvn pocsers aarz ’eshs. Eolv hwo im’ olny truh ppeole dan ’im ygnou u,oy era too veer sroyr uyo uoy meant eth were to hatt atth rorys earlzie ot. Skdi ,gdoo only tubao uloaghht eht know rae zraa i. Ewf a gao on rofm moedv omrf yraell taht jtsiun reyas swa crdeoeerv moeh nad eno sah uor. Tsghin olt ogwnr of a s’she uor z ot thr’see gnoig ybba litls be lasway o)dul esy ilrg ao(sl ubt sh’se wtih. Ohw drceas weer i kwon you. Mite sedeem how lal istngh eth adn owh kwon i hneyervtgi abd adrk tog. Asy aemk ’im i i yrniftgire wldou kwno tsill i nsgthi oelepp but sedcar aehv mees sles htta. Enhacg ynmeati ont lieva oggin llsit ewer’ ot onos adn as’tht. Earnhgi pshel asy ’im idrnlceeib yuo ldowu rleezai i oemr nthe ouy ntihk. Ihktn ulwod nvee me rdpou uoy ot ddenee evil wya ilef a uyo ,fo rreeemmb i ouldw in eb htta fo i be ahtt dprou to erhe ubt nawt orf ym nbeig i. Ddi wrtesne we lreyla ’sit adn od dne up g,eelloc i estb ovel otn ni ,losohc” the“ whiel. Erdasg auebcse era ear layler eacr ew oabut ffust uor sti’ imnagaz ehwn stmra ew. Like ’id srue wlil ot i’m ownk i erev ysa tno i ohw i am utb if. Seacep tluaac it vdole fo was rmoe uyo maeks ti it i phypa ubt pa,nsiso stlli atth i kihtn t’ndo tneh an na t,ipan em. Yna too het so life veor yrou yrou is lal ntieer esesn eb of ntiigwr it udwol taht ellrya claep msaek. Ngikttin we taeh nfduo uto os tired humc we ti and. Ginoanyn lhle as it’s. Her hecar truh nto hcmu i m’i ouy to it aehr to hsti to wdlou nokw tbu tou inogg hwo. Nda flei ytrgin llits i’m ot ym truh ni ehr sway esh i su tdursdnean bcak let erseuf ot itno. Hes on i the aws tgo hre hpstoo cookbfae yrncteel, diaermr osmm. Rneev uhmc eedverds hes aegv os eovl m’i thta yruo nad rhe syror fo it ouy. Yad, a ekba edma i ruo rsdneif yidthbar for ebts idd ulatcyla i hte cake rhteo. Emna jc roeda imh and sih si ouy uoldw ihtnk i. Teg rof vreo tseha rneve eth dfrliering derhat ew whhci us did tauob tae, oru. Od e(rrs!suip od of a tsi’ o)y!b ew a njeoy eidetnfrf wkee yeevr eiocsnjint indk hchwi ofr we t,. Og ot klta dlocu ni and i cakb oyu ihws i eitm. Itsngh dan ttah daem i it rtuhhgo teg you rettbe imoeprs. Lukcy atht and ot in eveadyry ehav yre’uo rhhesci ifle you so are hteer pploee ouyr them. Etrna’ we’re tbu cetrpef ppyah we. You tog i evre you here acbuees emro htne deinmgia woh cudove’l i oe’yru love. If i peek ryingt lonwutd’ uyo dni’dt eehr eb. We nwko thta so stseimemo utb i onkw g,tntpmie i oot eitrd up gvnigi idn’dt neve was yuo. Oyu escaube veol m’i yesdta adn i ouy rehe.