A letter from May 24th, 2020

Draesc. Eb hkint for i ym sdcera iwehl liwl a i aeeyvdry feli of m’i nda. Rpignssree sha all teh tefecsf etmr we lgon stnru otu od uylcalta. A hghtou?t whti ehrwe raura,o httgohu ni oyu ohw her dna reve tno rosyr vloe ewer’ ldvei asw etlhhay wdlor ouy ’mi vl’deouw. I dna a spsoani i veha tcerhea ma tllis to ellyra fro gnigo do it a eb. Etbr,et iktnh ’vewe ntotge ayellr i ltyur i od. Eovl you ’wvee itme ededne i shti ouy het tub oyu fdnou tahw it anw’st tughhot iknht adh. Rfo wot how the hatt rsfdine wrodl yuo are nad gvei uyo yuo udwlo vole ouy pelepo who ofr vhae. As,arsi imte ellab teh utb lslit eandcec i rasen,fc meebmrer dtn’o nfyueqretl ktal to or nad i you daelkt lsta )sart(. ’tdon tmhe nthik lvngoi ptso ever yloul’ i. A lfnylai eon hgoauthl not tpcxee aylpobbr idd we ulodw oto,att oyu get. A i ’sit uoy thuoh,g end wokn hcwhi aicfrment odulw lveo rfom etouq teh opme. To on tulhohga olev enht etwir uyo ocufs rteopy emor i eevr idd ew listl. Lphes ti gte giefesln hte bda tou. Oru eiatsaonsp eew’r and lksisl vrmpdioe adn tllis insnigg wthi uodlw obtua ngrtiwi i sya htsnig bhto ’eeytrh ’eewv. Tsi’ umch dlevo ddi ni pu i nad nde lyap, own htta so uro ti ajmro a i. Nsese wehn hte su an eamk ’nedsot tuloet orwdl etaterh isgev ofr. Tlietl si a onigrgw rscya pu. Uoy leik ’esehtr nto utb i’d rfo htaw iongd tyeptr od elwl nay ot lryela sutsrcnionit ened r’ewe ieevelb ot. Dan riset wya tbu iknht be loecs i own he ewr’e in n’tdo dad hiwt shi evre w’lle tno. Lhewi enhw dna rbon rremembe a s’it the apn,i lelfabli kid wsa it we ot epopel rwee eh eresa tiraomptn are ’osdten ujst ahtt. Orews ’msom tngoet. Omivrpe reh lahthe taht i ranteimhg owstr nvere yawals oyur idd saw btu nkow. Pcrseos ni fo teh araz h’ess ejo inodvigrc rthon ilanorca dna to thwi nogmvi. Hurt loyn ,yuo uoy wree erve ttha m’i ttah to ear and yougn vloe ot hte mi’ too rorsy taenm ouy who ieaelzr rsryo epelop. Ahuohtlg diks rae knwo olyn i eht gdoo, tuabo zara. Oru ayesr mfor ormf jiusnt noe no atth few aws aog and omeh vedom ahs lyeral cedevrore a. Z of lwyaas a odl)u byba to ginog rou olt eb hsse’ hetr’es gril wtih esy tslil ubt l(aso ornwg essh’ tihngs. Kwno who weer ouy i srdace. All teyreignvh bad thgnsi dan edseem who nwok ohw tmie gto dkar i hte. Loeepp say thta meka okwn less reyfrnitgi i’m i i avhe esme rsacde i tghnis tisll uwlod btu. Ltils vlaie to tno ggion r’wee itmnyea dna soon ’hstta nhaecg. Uyo nihkt nhagrei eierzal lbcdiieren yuo i elhsp im’ sya dwoul hetn omer. A wya to ievl ithkn i lduow oyu ofr btu watn dourp enve i dorup em ym binge be mmeeerbr uyo fo ,of ot thta elif rehe eb edende taht oldwu ni i. Leihw s’it ewrnest and od dne ew did ni btse eht“ solco”,h lvoe ,egoellc up i erllya tno. We rea rou wehn gniazam lyrael earc we smrta sfutf ceeasub ear aesrdg ’tis otaub. Btu kwno ot ’mi i i i reve otn eusr lliw if ma sya keil woh i’d. It vodle t’dno wsa ti ceaspe tisll mreo nteh me i eskam tbu htat na a,tinp it sonai,sp lcatau of i tihkn an pypha uyo. Elpac gitnwir hatt fo maeks uroy eessn efli it ovre oot si uroy yan all so uldow lalrye teh eb eertni. We ucmh edrti and we ti os thae tou oudnf ikttning. It’s gnnoanyi sa lhel. Ahre ot tuo onkw caher dwoul ot cmuh you ont nogig i hwo ruth ihst erh utb ’im ti to. Uhrt tsill adn ehs file to ym tnoi su to tle ngirty efruse in uednstrdan back yswa hre i ’im. Ogt beoofkca hse saw somm ,clrneeyt otohps ehr darimre hte i on. Srroy dan nreve love of yoru oyu os erh cuhm ti ttah seh m’i vgea reddesve. Ddi yualltac isdfnre a iyhtabrd ay,d thore i eht amed aebk tbse ruo ecak ofr i. Odulw i jc amne ouy imh hnkit is reoad ihs nda. Chhiw giefnrdrli us idd oru hte rfo drhtea thsea we orve nerve bouta e,ta tge. (rsep!sriu a neyoj teocijnisn is’t kewe a y!bo) eyevr of do nefedtifr t, dkin ew do orf hwcih ew. I temi to in go dna i you ckab ocldu lakt ishw. Ttha terbte emosrip gte hurghot you tsnhgi ti i emda dan. Ahve atth and ryuo uclyk hrheisc meth ot ifle ouey’r hetre eoppel rae os you eayevrdy ni. Tbu tefpecr we aphyp traen’ ewe’r. Gto olcvd’eu i ehre reve eacusbe rome ory’eu woh vole agidiemn you hnet uoy i. If be pkee iyrgnt itd’nd erhe tdlnow’u i oyu. Ubt i i we tdn’id so gnemttip, you konw up too taht rtdie wkno vnee was tmisoeesm igngiv. Nad rehe uoy evlo seacube yuo mi’ eydtsa i.