A letter from May 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, What's up Ju! it's me, Juju in what's most likely to be the worst year in the history of your life. Although, not to say that the year is awful for YOU, it's a bad year for just in general. The Covid-19 (Corona virus) pandemic started in February, and you just moved back to the big island on Hilo side in January. I won't lie... it was scary. Remember our first moment outside of the airport? when we had all of our stuff stacked up next to us on a bench in the pickup area? we couldn't find a lyft to pick us up, and we started to panic cause we didn't exactly know what to do? Man... what a great Segway into the first moment of adulthood am I right? Anyways, you're fine now! at the very least, you're fine. You're about to move into a new place that closer to your job, (cause some jerk off stole your bike!) and this new place is awesome, i know I'm excited and I sure hope you haven't screwed up with it. I'm sure you haven't, you're pretty good at living in places. (does that make sense? at the moment it makes sense.) Are you still with Alex? cause you reaally like him! (Like, "You've planned your entire year around him like him") He's sweet, make sure not to burn yourself out, cause we both know that you have always gone HOT and HEAVY (you horny freak) but that's how Alex is too, and hopefully you've learned how to balance that out, cause right now you got 2 VIBRATORS (you horny ragamuffin) Our book is going so well too!!! "The court of Flames! An exciting adventure of six heroes of legend" We have sooo many ideas, and remember they're all wonderful! (except the thought that Devivir and Rowdy have an incest baby NOT. OKAY.) anyways, don't be so critical about how you write your stuff, I hope that by the time you read this you've got more and more wonderful pages of our story typed out. And I know you'll come up with more and more wonderful adventure for your intrepid Heroes! (Fight on!) Sex is still scary. Not as scary as it normally is, I know that I would love to have a conversation about this topic to mom... maybe you've had more luck then me. Right now, I've got Alex, and I've opened up to Cameron about some things more, but I wanna talk to mom... Can you please do that for me... AND NO MORE LYING TO YOUR BOYFRIEND! (you know what I'm talking about) anyways, I work early in the morning (at the moment I'm writing this I have to walk to work cause of my STOLEN FUCKIN BIKE) but, the good thing is, I have been trying my best to look on the bright side. lost my bike, but, gained an awesome new place. I love you, or I'm trying to love the me now. I hope you don't look back and hate me like I always joke about... I'm really really trying, and it's hard. I love you (cause that means you're still trying and it's still hard, but you're still here! reading this) I don't have a lot to say, or a lot of advice... Talk to your mother, Fuck your boyfriend and try to meet his family make a good impression, visit Sierra and give her the summer she always wanted, and don't die of Covid! cause that would be pathetic. Love you Juju! (p.s Stay sexy, don't get murdered!)