A letter from May 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi beatrix , i hope your doing okay . right now you're trying to impress people so much . you're trying to be a people pleaser & you don't really love yourself but you are trying . your mental state is actually really good ! i'm so proud of u beatrix <3 you are so amazing and i love you . don't change yourself for anyone ,, don't ever stop loving taylor swift or maroon 5 . you're such an amazing & beautiful 15 year old . be nice to ur parents they love you more then words , they just want the best for you . don't let people tell you what to do or be , stay true to yourself and be proud for who you are . i love you so much and you deserve the world . right now i am sitting here writing this while listening to 'everything has changed' its crazy ur going to be reading this in 3 years . i hope your doing okay & and love yourself bea it's all youll ever have in the end . hold on to those true friends & you BETTER still be friends with ayden and brooklyn . never let ayden go . i really truly hope your in a good place and everything is okay and if it's not i know it might not seem like it but it will get better i promise you . never lose your faith in god . right now middle school is tough actually ... online school is rough even though you don't do it . i love you bea ,, so much . go tell mommy and daddy you love them . remember the show riverdale and scream? riverdale was the best . & don't forget about the song payphone . are you going to woodbrige? do you still go to the pool with ayden? i hope u love yourself . do that teen stuff you've always wanted to while listening to sorry not sorry by demi . your a baddie and ily . **** the haters beatrix do you and dont let anyone take your self love away babe YOU'RE A BAD ***** and it's almost summer live it up . go have fun , sneak out , party and t'up have a good summer bb . i wish all the best for you . it's 11:32 am ,, you like a boy named ej and you haven't slept . relax and take a deep breath and just know - life is good . and if ur cringing at this fck you LMAO . I LOVE U AND UR COOL FOR THE SUMMER . i hope ur reading this and life is good . but that's all right now . if you have a good man in your life fck them and enjoy it LMAOO . were coo for the summer . do it ,, take the risk you want too . you and i forever . i love u so much bea bea *** . you da best . have a great day and life <3