A letter from May 14th, 2020

Are atnigkl yuo atubo. I ta dya reyv rai easlt dya eth yever cyr idde, etraf ncoe uwodl a ngleis. Etertb illw eifl teg but. Adn yrve sup onw muhc os ehert yse wo,dsn rae. It i ers’hte rysea steidmn eb itynghan tow the orfm gao lelmyoctpe fi dlowu eonla i thta reregt was. Dan nwo aigtkln ruoy ihst yplsmi ng,niynao be owtn’ i utb utabo tjsu wiht seooemn ouy uoy eb owt’n fnilgese pttneuisg yb utlesrgg ilstl. Reac peploe. Nwko gao rysae ttuihwo dluoc od i htgayinn 2 ’dintd ira itnkh and uoy ckab i. Ddi her pelope i atth od ot by ohrugth had reh i eht and ewn dna senxiercepe eerw ttha fustf elif i oencdncfie renev thiw tem thtuhog felmsy i. Ot k,lie hwo yleleocmtp wnhe wtha i t,sol i live yawa i i awtnde frtueu to my know wokn dd’itn okol onkw amorny,e ddnti’ eb swa ahtw swa timomssee spdeas clairie id’dtn eevn i noagn. Elad ti ’dlutnow aserie it but sya sg,et hwti oduwl asy to i ttreeb, i tub. Esh ouyr henw uyor revne atht ge,no yuo were ldhe efle rolgen oldt tbu hnwe on iselm nipa you noagn erotgf luagh rhe anip ntkhi fo noang or oury ertha swa her. Slef utb rai, uhoght i iwret ffsut bda tabou sah emerrbem really ,eorymm dwon adn a eerbmrme i ti rtcuren nehw do ym laaswy. Hyapp ao,g htat past rof olt midtesn dan hrwee to eyasr ’mi ): of hda i lfes otw twore em down a emrbmeer ym fstfu. My nto yuor ouy my wto saw to tseb ta nfdrie me essh’ al,ret nad he’ss t,ihs tbu nergiyetvh aerys nad riliace teh ndfer,i ehrngitvye oury tslli terow meit best. I e’ssh ihktn ttha my rhe lehyunath tlle tgrih cdt’lnou hnitk to wneh ve,tehgiynr sti’ i won. Eisd,rbec eevrn dna ehs me lnoy she did tthuag avge ahtt me hatt so a hmuc acn wodr fetl i muhc os hes nulit os i enkw hses’. Pu meka noe adcre me eenyuilgn nad vlode nad teh beaym louwd of stmra leppeo saw me hwo sirft for kmea and leef elfe em hse hy“”pe. Ttha swlaay cmslibaylloy ym leylliart and ehs efil, nsrope lwli asw eb who desva dna. I i etehr way oyu reew ohep swhi ewer at teh up ni rhpeiap ni, pceae yruo i lseat inpa nkew tub or in uyo. It enaj unitl idsa saesdp you beievle hes nad i ni t,bse eerfatlif hnikt newh ti’dnd adsi esh. Taubo hntki what ot ppha,en ekdli sllit adn t’don i i ro reenv acdre ot ismtemose wulod ieelvbe evenr. Hwit hpeo oyu ees is ptey hwit smoe be ouy o’veyu you vloe ehrew thta auhgl adn nac enveah of i euacs naagi nca idenertu loyn owldu eetrh to i iaagn ohset l,sot. Erven utb ashel illw yawa ssrca og teh meti lla,. ,iar lot ssmi i a more tleencyr uyo eomesmist. Eevr anth you lyluo’ nda vree nkwo l’li oevl emor orem kwno i atnh. Unsoqiste ot oag mfor lol 2 my now yaers ewrsna. Ouy rea notpi 04 sdounp ornaym,e boj nto 140 oyu ogod so tols htis ta lal. Ti ubt dan i a oyur teg ceiesrun we litls revo leiltt wlli eanm. I’m but i nwdlu’to flie asy ssnd,ase can evyr opeple ssprdeede akme woh s,ey eahv en,mayor of ni or aveh eosdispe retag i pphya my stmoemn me i. Wiht hwcih oyu rsoesl era eys steoh itlsl in eifsrnd. Nrvee nigcyl eyth are lliw, hety to nvere tfle etyh adn. Uyo litsl ehtm jkogni, say yes tnah reve adn you yteh reeh peiprcteaa im ear more ocdlu. Veol sielm ehlp tlo ti oruy tinsgh a you dan nad onw uoy teher ethm whti uyo hepl and yuo rof tihw uoy ari eifrg treal hte thye kanmig rhteo ngeib hety slaywa iwth dnee ahev oyu uoy for isrnsopeed adn hwen. Ko oyu btu file elpop,e wen adn nad uyo ths’ta mete lsoe oegs no plepeo. Vasen a wyh aey“bm oen you spilaec orf wto ttah, si evha he and ,”oosemen iae“lcsp ures ”meoeson evne klie klta yeah yuo …ipeslca adn lislt icrhs i nda toh a nmea. Ltas ntgih tuo one ot i if hcear uoy ’erhtse evah s,i ot yas. Yoru ouatb kalt etyh eldxope ofbree rbepomsl. Idd iekl i dan owt isht hda rsyae i ouy aog msnmteo atht kwno aeyr. Reays to aws 2 rasecd i ueicids i mepttta onwk gao. Teird raey tub itsh i. Stawn’ ti orkw ti wto nda oen wlel nad otrwh ti ifanerkg nvee ntddi’. Dhaerec clmytlpoee i oson and was kewn as onthgin ok tuo i nonag pphean saw i as. Dna deeerrtgt ti dimaeyteilm i. What and snrosieedp i’st if can oyur taht is nsrgot odlwr ’tsaht eht is si idnegn aennustdrd oyu katcta adn a ruyo ilke ot otn eartn’ pinca lefe thaw ohegun bdmu oneal otn ,thta. Nai,p to owkn anldhe paobrlyb neumbr the ant’c to ouy dto’n nda katl fi tghni enesomo and i smneime ti if d,o yuo eon eefl s’it uoy na atnw. Tluin uyo ouy ktal to ryuo utbao dna anong tehre epeolp acer ttah nvere uto tehm srdntdneau. Eplpeo ileaz,re taht niap you elvi uoy eb yeth llreay hnew eearliz het lolu’y lefe npia eht eth heav ulodc to ,arzeeil taht ihne,bd eelva lfee uyo uyo. Eht teh nad i be devesre ipthspae wtan poepel i outba o,lev lla it eyht ceaus eb eerv thye sslpyibo si file nca ni erca ot rof. Aws naseor raneos gsgtibe to ym ym nda syta ttah. Csloe vhea leppoe atht rehet woh tou eyamb as ot dtn’o or hetm rtehe lefi, hesot olppee aynm dna to era ni. Sgmohneti to uory idnf it eprsoup mkae. Tsrta adn alslm. Ot pmysil erhe nad eyevdayr uresnsi ehldep in ot dosg, ees lywaas lggurgstni up wthac wake to teh oag wto ,owhs atht nda ees asw for my ’im nda aklt yesar is ,rnonmgi em a ot ot het ot edsne agdnier tsih if smeeoon senmeoo ym eronas. Djgeu rsutt vhea no rmoo me dan to i. I i elfi i aetk saw ym pain adn eth gaina tfel teetpmadt of ria suebace geseni teenbif to. I i cuhm reh elvo as as ehr as as and smsi cumh. Ria stanaig aymsn“” mnya ’tsi adn who yman ttah rae teerh eb i ot ntwa ot,o rof fo hstoe tols yamn ,one lppeoe. Tidffnree i’m i’m utoghth tierw i idd i agld isht i oga dba algd htta ttrele tdnseim as nda taw’ns a aryes otw in isht nac as htne pltelcyeom. Is rtes r,ai <3 ot ill’ lla nda flte ese ’athst ayse raetl uyo sya.