A letter from May 14th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hi Jocelyn its 4:05 in the morning and i know your wondering (why would 15 year old me be up that late. Well Quarentine is still happening even though it started in March. i hope you remember writing this letter. Lets try and see how far you've gone? Is Quarentine still on? i Hope not (LOL) . Are you still talking to Jordan? still text and well you know?. Now you know 15 year old Jocelyn was stupid and felt in-love with Jordan . If you haven't gotten back with him please for the love of your happiness let go. just let go. You are wasting your time worrying about him when he doesn't worry about you. Focus on you okay ;) I Don't know if you will remember Ricardo (Ric) but are you guys still talking i touch... or maybe dating? (LOL). Now i Know its junior year. i hope regular school is back to its usual. How's Kayden is he still single? (LOL). How's precious is she okay? Devonn still your bestfriend? I hope so for all of those. I hope you have a 3.0 and better.Remember nursing school or rad tech needs that G.P.A.Are you still in softball? I hope so its good for you. Heard Pineda's sweet 16 is in febuary was it cool? I hope to hear you have a job or doing something, I also hope you have your permit too it be funny if you got your permit before cheeto. How's Dad are you still writing to him? I know its hard with him but i know you know he helps with a-lot. How's Mom is she doing okay? Are her and Amanda still together? Have you guys traveled to anywhere yet? Right now i guess i'm in a good state. i miss dad deeply. Mom is still well mom hopefully she changes soon. Angie is doing good right now just make sure to always keep a eye on her okay? Cheeto how is he? hope he is succeeding into a great person. How's bubba is he still grouchy? spend time with him as you can. well spend time with everyone. I hope the year has changed so far. I wrote this for you to look back on and make sure to make changes if you haven't by now. Remember to always live life and do whats best. People count on you and believe on you! Sincerely, 15 year old you