A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hello it's amber from the year 2020, i hope u are doing okay. i hope u are feeling much much better. i hope the thoughts have gone away. i hope u are in a much better state now. u deserve happiness, kindness and love. right now it's currently wednesday 13th of may and the time is 04:30am. i am just in bed on my phone deciding to write an email to my future self. one thing i have to say first is that i hope u are still alive so u can read this. i also hope that u haven't made any bad choices or decisions that have affected u or others. i just wish u the best, that u are well and healthy. that u are feeling the best u can ever be. honestly im not really sure to say because whenever i think of the things i want to say they just disappear. anyways it would be great to know that u are 16 now. happy birthday 🎉🎉🎉🎈🎁🎂 i hope that u reading this has made your day even better. i hope that u have an amazing day. (gosh i keep saying i hope haha) well now im gonna finish this off with i love u future 16 year old amber and yeah so bye :) 👋