A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey, how are things. As you know, it's the 12 of may 2020, but when you receive this, it'll be the 12 of may 2021, I hope you know that much, you thick ***** Hows third year? Are you worried for the junior cert? Right now I'm dreading it. Hows the stuffy third year locker area that looks like an underground metro station. Are you really stressed, are have you let go of all your stress, knowing you, probably not. Are you still friends with alannagh? If not, it better be for a good reason or I'm coming to the future to beat your ***, hold onto her, you need her. Do you still like Harry Potter, and doctor who and star wars? You've only recently gotten into star wars. Do you still practise witchcraft, or have you stopped, have mam and dad found out yet? Right now, you're favourite singers are girl in red, cavetown and chloe moriondo, and you're favourite bands are destroy boys, vundabar and GRLwood, what's your new music taste like? Do you have a new music taste? Have you figured out your aesthetic or have you give up on that. On the note of figuring out things, have you figured out your *********? What are you? Bi, pan, a raging lesbian or straight because right now you dont know what the **** you are. Is the Coronavirus still around, I swear to God if it is I will scream, I am so close to committing ******* arson. Hows your mental state. Whatever you do, do let it get as bad as it was in first year, that was the worst 7 months of your life and I'm not particularly fond of reliving it. Do you still have a pixie cut, or have you grown it out. Have you convinced mam to let you dye it? Had anyone died, I hope not. Do you still live in 33 the plains. Do you still want to have an art business when you're older. Whats you're favourite subject. Do you still have Ms brennan as your science teacher. I hope not, fitzy g for the win. Please tell me Ms bartley is still your art teacher. Are you being bullied. I hope not. I hope everything is alright in the future, I hope you build up your confidence atleast a little bit. Learn to not stress over the little things, appreciate the people who love you, and for God sake, do something somewhat risky, something that wont make mam mad. When you read this, I hope that the Coronavirus is gone, and if it is, give everyone you love and couldn't see in quarantine a big hug, and when the ask why, just say because. Just live life, sit in a big field and watch the clouds go by, watch the sunset from alannaghs roof shed with her if you haven't done that by now, be the person you want to be, Express yourself through your clothes just have fun and do the things you want to do, please. From 13 year old you.