A letter from May 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you okay, mentally and physically. you would be 16 right now and a junior in HS, you probably have a job right now, if not you should probably get one. how school? are you getting good grades? work on it, you have a lot of potential. are you having good school year? are you having fun? are you actually living to your fullest? how about your love life, have you experienced the heart wrenching first love yet? how's your friends, are you still best friends with Lillian? how about karla, have you fixed your relationship? who's new in your life, new friends, new crush, what teachers do you hate this year? how about your family? I hope moms okay, she deserves the world and never-ending happiness, do something nice for her soon. she deserves it. is she finally with mr. Columbia yet? how about Robert and Rudy are they happy? I hope so. the other day I watched the movie called call me by your name, I consider it one of my favorite movies, watch it again. If your stuck just remember that you can get through it. I'm not so happy right now. I feel stuck internally, I'm getting older with more responsibilities and I have absolutely idea what I'm doing with my life. everyone has a plan but I don't even know if I'm eligible to get into any colleges yet. I really hope so. I want to make my mom proud. do I have it figured out yet? don't be to hard on yourself, make sure to take a breather and have some fun, go out with your friends have some adventures before its too late, don't be completely reckless but don't be a prude. most Importantly take care of yourself, don't sabotage yourself. I hope your not pregnant or anything. are Justin briber and Hailey Baldwin still married? I hope not, I Really think Justin needs some sense knocked into him and get back with Selena. do you still consider yourself a potato? start getting your life together, your almost a senior, life's going to start passing you by, next thing you know your homeless on the street. your still a kid and so so stupid but I hope your smarter then I am right now. that's okay, you'll be okay, everything gets better over time. don't forget to love yourself a little bit. I know its hard but I love you future me. how's the world doing? the stupid quarantine is making me go crazy, how about those ****** bee things, are we infested? did they find a vaccine for the rona yet? are you even alive? did you die? anyway I hope the worlds okay now. how about the racism and equality "problems"? are people still so stubborn to believe there times have ended and things are changing? its so stupid, I don't see why everyone is so upset about something that doest concern them, like we get it we all have our own opinions on how things should be , and that's great but like It really doesn't matter to you what someone else prefers what there title should be or what gender someone finds themselves attracted to. but anyway you ALWAYS keep faith in what you believe in. also if you haven't told anyone about your ********* yet, you really should before its too late, I don't think the family would be to happy if they show up to your wedding one day and they find out your getting married to a women or something. like supriseeee I bisexual, have some cake!! anyway I hope you're still passionate about what you believe and love. OMG HOWS BOB is he still swimming around in his tank? I really do hope you're happy, that's all I ever wanted. love, me from a year ago. Monday may 11th 2020 at 2:36am