A letter from May 5th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? I hope you're doing well, I have tell you a lot of things. Now, we are in the quarantine of 2020, indeed today is May 05, it started on March 20, 2020, that means that this is 46 day here at home without going out. So, I don't know what you're doing now, but I'm I'm going to tell you what I'm doing. I guess you are 22 years old, well here in the 2020 I'm 19, I'm working at Sitel in Telecheck, I'm working at home, I took a decision, I'm not going to go to USA soon, so I'm going to stay, I would like to start Publicity and keep going with Journalism, I hope to go back to the university soon. By the other side, now, I'm hagging out with Oscar he's my "boyfriend", but if I'm pretty honest, I'm not sure about this, I know that the quarantine has affected us a lot because before this we were just starting with our "relationship", but I don't feel like I'm in this, I don't want to hurt his feelings and I know that is not the appropriate moment to take decisions about this, I'm pretty confuded and I know that our situation is an extraordinary one, so, when this finish, I hope to see the things more clear. In the other hand, now we are playing The Sims 4 with Sara in my new computer, I bought it recently, I'm proud of this, I've been saving money and I hope I can pay the intersemestral by myself, I think I can do it. Now, I'm living in the little room of the third floor, I still smoke sometimes buy I'm trying to leave it. My grandma just left yesterday, because of the situation she's going to live in Santa Barbara again is better for her, remember that the virus is pretty contagious and ***** older people the most, so we had to be pretty careful, fortunately I can work at home and nobody has to go out soon. Sara wants to break the record by not going out until the quarantine is over, I go out sometimes to take the sun and not to become crazy here hahaha, I am writing my agenda, I'm proud of this too because is going wonderful, I will try to start waking up earlier because I start at 9, but I want to have a more productive day and have new sleeping habits. Now, I'm having more frecuently existencial voids, I use to think about how in millions of years nobody of us will be still here then wee are we going to be? Anywhere? Will we be just nothing? I'm frecuently fighting with that idea and I really fear that but I think it's okay. My family: About Mom, we have a closer relationship than before, at least she's being nice the most of the times in this year. About Dad, he's going through a pretty hard episode for him, he's getting older and bitter, so, we have a cold relationship now, I hope to see him happy again one day, he deserve it after all those years of hard work. About Ana, she's being bitter sometimes but I think she was stressed about the presence of my grandma and the fact to can't go outside. A little useless fact, the bathroom of the second floor is stucked haha. About this year, I was pretty sad on my birthday because I knew that I was not going to USA but I'm greatful now because the coronavirus there is worst, everybody on the street wear mask to protect themselves. Then I met Oscar, the 12th of January, I never thought he was going to be an important person for me, actually I was pretty impressed about his awkward story, but well that's what it's, I think haha, then I started to work, indeed I was talking a lot with Juan Pablo but he was a fool boy, and wanted to be single, then started a rush with Oscar, I donated blood, I almost gave up on the work but then I got use to it, I started to hang out with Oscar every weekend, I met wonderful people on Cardconnect, I became closer to David, Anita, Lorenzo, Germán, thats our crew :). Then I took a fast and good decision, I was transdered from FDR to Telecheck. I went to the Daniel's party, I had "***" there with Oscar, we celebrated the Ana's birthday party, Ana kissed Edwin the Chucho's cousin even knowing that she had still boyfriend in that moment, and then the quarantine arrived to our lifes to make them more complicated :). Not really, that's what it is. Now, I don't know what it's going to happen, but I really hope you and your family are doing so verywell and hope you are happy, for sure you have a beautiful life and thank you for take the time to read this pretty long letter. Remember that I will always love you. 💖