Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re still alive. Breathing. Surviving. Today I’m writing you a letter because you deserve to know I care about you . I care about your happiness . Did you achieved what stressed you out so much years ago? I hope so. You’re a strong woman just like you’re mom. You’re careful like your dad. Don’t ever doubt your capacities. I just know that despite all the challenges you’ve been through, you always found a way to get back on your feet. I hope you are prioritizing your own happiness. You only have one life, do not live it for someone else. Do not say yes to that man if you don’t see him in your dreams. Love never been easy to you. I know. Believe in your choices . If you hesitate, take a step back, it’s okay. Don’t panick ; I’m right behind you. I represent your past, all your emotions. All the pain but also the strength you’ve carried during so many years. I’m asking you to please release it. Let all your fears behind. Change the book. Forgive. Keep walking , don’t run, don’t rush ; you’ll arrive at your destination.
If you’re reading this, I’m proud of you. Remember that pandemic ? Yeah, well, congrats. You’ve made it. Got out of quarantine and started living. I hope you read this on the campus of a university. Do not give up, you can do it. I’m so curious about the path you chose. Psychology? Law? Sociology? Criminal justice? All of them? Whatever the program, you always had goals. You’re not the type of person satisfied with the minimum . You always wanted more and I’m hoping you’ll get what you’re looking for. Do you feel free in general? Have you forgive the members of your family? If not, it’s okay. You have your reasons. You’ve suffered enough. Hey! Just a quick tip . Keep putting money aside. Are you still thinking about building that home? Don’t worry princess. You’ll get there. Dreams do come true. I may not believe it right now but I know you do. Is he still the man you wanna marry? Are you still with him? You know who I’m talking about hahaha.
Hey! Have you gained confidence? I’m worried about you. I hope you stopped self-criticism. Love your nose, rhinoplasty is wayyyy too expensive. Plus, your man loves it. He also find those lips perfect. Okay go do that lip injection if that helps you . You’re a badass. You’re smart, bubbly, generous, sensitive.
Keep it up future me, I love you.
-from your worst enemy , yourself
Ps: happy birthday !! 23 today !! You a baddie, you made it.
Epilogue
8 days later
Hey baby girl. We made it. I’m replying to you in my uni house, oceans away from home. But we made it, we’re on our own journey now. Out of...
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And husc i,htw nzaamgi i jgdude na i cwhhi os utaeernddr ’ehss cetexp igrl odbn iitbhrs eve ervy ploveed tub , mayn rdefsni a ot ; ehva ndt’di onw trsgon. A nya hwit o,lche yda ul’loy i’st nda aemk lslhe’ at fo oyu nghti pcu rdaaley temi uoy giopss teh nda enth rfo husro, t’rhsee tae blkin of tmei. Geenyr so ehs has mhuc oto. Isrenab, eetwstse lal of hmet then rst’ehe. Alyaws nca dan eebscau ni nidbhe fo ese sah i her i lfeysm srgtno hes a gbi pnai ehr idkn uloyfj ; actrrehca heart eness igb koosl. Ruse esndii esh eerrvfo upre i dmae lwoolf to and amifyl amatur uyo esdo btu ysta. Arnliuane eyar , efil eblnana oyu i botua mi’ byab, ilek enev in be as,f she’ret lkat ym ni amny buyr tlsedai poelpe eolpep atwn ewn to ot ! , ramiam elki asht osar srue hihwc lwli sith.
Sboy esiw. Clfuaer but tintamie gnwitia ew ’dtno acme ;oen ew ’eyvou of shti etg su with to csnei djeug ddi fro a eebn anngdel eleopp i lto onwk. Reatf ti arbepkus cykrsdketoe tohb. Srigl ouy llyaifn ,sye editr. Rae btu hohutg erhe ednnlag at ew llryea veen u,s ogcinm evern uyo odrcsiedne ,yhe eferob ti kool. Usre i aubot eerw’ hot ytingr tslil not efel how ,rglsi eyt. N?em llo and ytep rgtniy e’rwe lfaorv vyeer ,wverohe. Yuo waht ikel ouy s’ti ndfi tmie atbou. Orwry stlli isglr lrvoe re’we ndt’o. Mi’ fo tis’ oll cerus eno thwi nebissgl ildunseaol aeubces veeyr we inegb notshe a eemcbo dna temh a fi. Roepns a whit anme nmtoem a aesbuec amen ubtoa ruo adn asw ttah acn tlo beosss itk keli ttha klanitg ekma nda us teh eer’sh : iwth s(hi oemr tn’do eadechr tnaw shi ta hmet tatsrs pihwrse we we elef ’lil i otipn we’ve okt no for uylacalt ahtt yulalcta iratofev e) you. Yuo ajhaahah abtuo on ownk how ’im. M’i i on wokn will obtua ruftue whta su nm,ae. Ro dnede tno and alos illw we’ev up if kown ignegtt srleoc hes yinltlomeoa. Het owh wksno ymytsre tbu eht ue,rtuf ’lil ot levae. Btes nad us orf etslte atwn aigna juts neve i asthw’ not. Fo ptes ti hetar uor sthur tno ka,bc teak if ntagaeadv we stroeh adn let orf to upre nvee ot veha od uveslsore it. Htta to egnuho lal rfo ovel s,tpa and etsernp eigv nda tstosltts ,us & sabeuce ruufet eahv i be i of velo ist ulshdo ouy. .
!!tbw ielk soclogyphy lla ubecase it ew theusoc hte clal ictpso lseoc dckiep cfeiosrn we vyre. Iptoc ntwa ew niakd tbu hem user do ont mta ahwt hatt fi a’htts tslil ot giionrgn. Nanaw i lvaetr. Erh moer and me si thwi gotseinmh lestba pluelfhyo eikl funod qeeun eruuft ielk rsttae a adn a taht meehorews ehr givlin ceo rrfues rbaoad vrlseat or a. We sidk het epho ni eurftu evah i. Otn ’im wto? sdlao bmyea tree?h 22 leadyar , mdna hot. Atwn ardey it tub ta 28 i not. Fi adn ltbeas oyln aplhipy ierdrma ubvsoolyi i’m ifylnclnaia. Yonshelt we myareon ?gairema okwn in tdn’o od tllis veeebli. Ot nto eiards os hrad us tub of bbarie tis’ inkd. Tgtoa tino usfft emvo ewn fro anfli og my my seohu soon, i all year.
Swih isht kclu whti and em nui feli eayr. .
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Eth brememe;r em, si up gtohuhr ’oeyur teg eyuro’ ardyela ekep ti nad nsperet heearwtv the eolv lgsseugrt ptas nnaog a ncgfia yuo lto rdalaey resetnp adn nda ftureu we uturfe. Dan bahteer peke os noigg notghin teswe tysas lgane. Si oeyplprr rigtatns ttsaatcr seiml orpdu snoe ttah adn os yuo ryu’eo ! os euflorsy elvo dna o;wn tlitle ew tath hcum ouy xaahr to voel. . Ookl ta oyu ngilmsi. It neevr htta we p,akrs apehs elos pelcasylie ltekda eafibluut atobu nyoane or oyur ofr eeys? adn aehv nhatnygi ahtt. .
You veol.
Riarwro you elatr ese.
Dn,erif yu-or ebts haarx.
Ilgbssesn adn nwe neujyors bayritdh reay a tebs eht ewn ullf happy fo to isinwgh uyo ovsle , dan.
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Though I couldn't read your response to this, I am so proud of you for keeping up ❣️👏 Please, keep on 💪 You're such a strong and resilient person, wish you luck for all your future achievements 🍀🤞
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