A letter from March 27th, 2020

Dear future self, today there is currently a huge pandemic spreading around the world. Many say it’s deadly, others don’t. It’s not much of a big deal for me though, this disease is only dangerous for those with low immune systems or with medical problems, so most of the world will be okay for now, but thank gosh it’s not a very deadly virus for everyone. It was my first time doing online school for these past few weeks, and it hasn’t gone that bad! So far I have been turning work in and it feels good getting assignments done one by one. I haven’t had time to improve on my personal goals, like digital art, commissions, and animation projects, I hope you were able to get those done. Also, I hope your art has improved big time by the time I get to high school, I can’t wait to see how far my art skills will grow, and how my art style will look like. I hope you keep good grades and please, please do not do anything you will regret, I’m already saying this because it is important. I wonder if this virus will get cured by then, and I hope society will go normal again because honestly it’s really crazy right now. Who knows if this virus can mutate and become more deadly, I don’t want that to happen though. I wish it could just go away, but hopefully infection numbers will be decreased by the time you read this. Being quarantined in a house really sucks because I can’t go anywhere, plus my family is getting kind of boring to talk to, but I had so much time to think to myself about things that could happen in the future; maybe our family will live in a new house (which I really hope we do), we’ll probably move to Mexico and never move again since my family has been considering that a lot, I’ll probably meet some new people and make a best friend, even lose some, maybe i'll be able to stay with my loved one for another year, I’ll see new places and go places I’ve never been before, something tragic might happen, another pandemic starts, and maybe I’ll even turn into a completely different person from now. As much as I want to doubt a lot of things I have listed, the scary part is that I will never know the future and that It’s the actions of myself and others that contribute to how my life will go. But for now I always tell myself to focus on what’s in front of me and it’s helped me get finished with a lot of things faster. And if no one’s told you yet when you read this one year from now, have a great day or night. I also hope high school is great! :) by the way if u don't draw something for anfhony ur big dum dum I hope we're still together by then :( but if we are i'll be so happy oh and go take a shower smh and stop whining about everything and clean ur room :)))))))))) idk what else to say