A letter from January 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hope you’re still alive !! ( I mean that in a nice way this time) !! does life really get better ?? I truly hope so. Today was a rough day. Maybe you forgot about it already so I don’t know if I should remind you. Today I called the suicide hotline for the first time! I feel empty but writing this makes me hopeful! I really hope things are better. And if you’re still not doing your exercises to lose weight take a moment to consider why it’s taken you a year to do this. Go do some squats ya bum. Baiiiiii :)))