A letter from January 13th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Throughout the past 5 years life has been like a roll.er coaster. From overcoming depression, losing MANY friends, being the peacemaker to the “troublemaker” and the most hated. Although those were wild experiences, I can definitely say I’ve grown from them. I’m still a hothead but I’m a controlled hothead . I do have social anxiety now but I am working on it. Although I’m not popular along my cultural peers, I have explored outside of my race and it’s been a fun journey making new connections. Right now I’m living life like Larry, I’m screwing who I want, talking to who I want and just doing whatever I want. I just turned 18 but that literally means nothing now besides the fact that I’m legal to get any job, vote and have sex with anyone over 18 but like, none of those are really as fun as buying my own blunts. (Fuck trump) Although, I’m talking to 3 niggas right now and like 3 females. I only want Cj, lmao he’s the only one I really wanna marry one day and I hope we do so I can show him this. Now some may think, this bitch is delusional how she just gone think she know who she wanna marry so young but future sis let me tell youuu this is a sign to text your man bitch. You’ve known him so long, he’s great, smart, athletic and so damn funny and fine as the fuck stop playingggggg. Go get your man. Now back to what I was saying, I think I almost got scammed out of a study abroad program but hehe caught it before it got me. I did save $500 for it tho so hopefully I can use that money to open up my business sooner. In a year I hopefully see myself at prairie view or famu getting that HBCU experience and living life. I hope to be a delta and getting my shbread for my company. In the next 5 years I hopefully become a teacher and work over summers to open up my own studio or community center. I just really wanna travel and make bank while doing so and hopefully I already am by the time the 5 years is up.