A letter from December 25th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, I really hope you are doing better. Not that things aren't good, everyones healthy, you have a nice place in the city, great friends, the list goes on. But what I really mean, as cliche as it is, I hope you figure it out and find whatever it is that's missing. I hope you are able to trust the people that have earned your trust and cut out the ones who have lost it. I hope you continue to further your education rather that be getting your masters or continuing to be a teacher to yourself and seeing others likewise. I hope you are able to build off this trauma into something so beautiful that you smile when you think of it instead of letting it harden you. I can do great things with this pain and I will. Watch me