A letter from August 15th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, It’s been a while, so i doubt you even remember you wrote this. I hope you end up finding this, i hope you actually still go through your email lol. Well anyways, i don’t know what the world is going to be like in 4 years, i’ll admit i’m a little scared. but congrats! you’re finally done high school. just to remind you i’m writing this exactly 10 days before the first day of high school... YIKES! I’m super scared, but i bet you’re looking back and thinking about how easy it was. i know you will have had your ups and downs, but who cares, it’s over! ooh, one big thing i’m thinking about is what college you are going to. i know you would’ve checked out a bunch of good colleges. i hope you got into some good ones! i know you have though, you’re so hardworking and intelligent. you are always so humble about all the compliments you get, but i know deep down you know they’re true. i hope you are still as confident in your self as you were 4 years ago. i’ll love to let you know, that you are so beautiful. no matter what anyone says, never let yourself thing anything other then the truth. don’t believe me? look at everything you have accomplished. god really has a plan for you, and i hope you strive to fulfill it. on to the next topic, i hope you have a strong faith. even though i always try to tell myself the opposite, i appreciate my religion. i try to have a strong faith, it’s just hard sometimes you know? i don’t want to be one of those stuck-up, ignorant christians who hate **** and call people who get abortions *********. the rich white privileged people who believe they are right about everything and don’t even care to understand what other people might be going through. i want to be a christian that accepts and loves others, no matter the circumstances. i hope you have done that in the past four years. i’m proud of you. how is volleyball going? i don’t except you are going to play for college or anything crazy like that, but maybe you have played it all four years, stoga or not. i know you didn’t make the jv team freshman year, those tryouts have already passed. but you still have 3 tryouts to come, and i know you will **** them. have fun! i bet you are amazing by now 💞 (maybe you can finally do that **** jump serve, gosh i hated that thing.) now onto the memes. is tiktok still a thing? I DOUBT IT LOL. remember when you were addicted to that app?? i bet you are looking back and wondering how stupid you were. i wonder, did you ever get tiktok famous? prolly not lol, but i bet it didn’t matter one bit. YOU ARE STILL AN AMAZING HOT **** *****. TIKTOK DOESNT DESERVE YOU. i wonder what new apps they have come up with. oooh i have a good topic!! how’s the earth doing? is it still slowly dying, is it slowly becoming polluted and dirty, are thousands of species going extinct. hell, are countries falling apart, are there severe droughts and food shortages spreading through the nation, do you even have a safe HOME???!?!?!!! coming from 2019, the first year when people started to give a **** about your dying earth. i hope everything is well, who’s president? i hope they are doing good things for the world, thank god there’s only one year left for the trash dump with the name donald trump 🤮🤮🤮 yeah i know, the remembrance from his name makes me wanna die too. Okay, well now onto friends. i don’t know what new friends you have now, but i hope they’re decently nice. i know you would’ve made the good decision to make good friends. i bet you have lots of them too. if not? that’s ok. nobody needs a lot of fake friends to be happy. are you still friends with jane, mary, izzy, ava, olivia, hannah, naomi, and ayala? if you don’t remember, that was your friend group back in middle school. maybe you aren’t still friends with all of them, but i pray to the LORD that you are still friends with Mary. she is the best friend ever, and you wouldn’t be you without her. if anything has happened, my 14 year old self is telling your 18 year old DUMBASS to call her dumbass right now. i don’t give a **** about what happened, you refriend that dumbass ***** or i swear i will throw hands. OKAY? okay. i just want to remind you why you loved all these people in the case that you aren’t friends with them anymore. Mary: this girl always understood what you were feeling. comforted you when you were crying, defended you when people were talking ****, always took your side, always agreed with you (well most of the time) and made you die of laughter every second of the day. she was the best thing that ever happened to you, i pray that you guys are still best friends. you know, she always wanted to be a godmother and have our kids be best friends. don’t disappoint that crazy *****, she’ll come after you hehe. Jane: you don’t always feel the same about this girl, but she still is a pretty good friend. she can have her pissy moods, but never fails to make you laugh. her smile is contagious, and her heart is endless. she is so kind and understanding. Izzy: this ***** can be such a ******* *****, but you love her. you guys can say the rudest stuff to eachother, but then end up laughing one minute later after doing ‘iZzY ✋🏼✋🏼✋🏼✋🏼‘ HAHA remember that? omg i hope you do or sis we have some CATCHING UP to do!! you most likely just cringed after being reminded of it, but you two had the most inside jokes. she got you addicted to fortnite many times, and was always better then you. what the heck was wrong, you were the biggest gamer EVER. go tell that cutie you love her rn. Ava: she probably made you laugh the most. remember how she would practically PEE herself laughing sometimes? you could never hold it back once she started on that crackhead laugh. geez, that was pretty rough. she could be a little judgemental, but as soon as she realized the person was hurt, she would immediately turn it around. she had the biggest heart you could imagine. sooo have you had a boyfriend or some **** like that???? you probably haven’t, i know how shy you are! FIX THAT. you need to put yourself out there, be yourself!! ♡ Anyways, my hands getting tired, maybe i’ll make a different letter in a few days when i get more ideas. this is enough for now. love you, and remember, this is not the end, but the beginning of a new chapter 💗 don’t waste it 💞💞💞 love, your 14 year old *******, adrianna 💗💗