A letter from August 13th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hey Megan. So... how's it going? I purposely sent this so it ended up on my birthday... you're 18! Congrats! You're in college and living in a flat with Gloria. You guys are still friends? Gloria honestly changed my life:) is she still doing it? Do you still want to be a psychologist? And any girlfriend or boyfriend? Since you probably wont remember the things you liked and experienced with such vivid memories, here's a refresher on some of the more recent things that have happened to me. Gloria left a little over two months ago. I've gained weight over the summer. I'm about to start my junior year (and haven't finished a bit of my summer homework) and am quite nervous. Nathan is about to head to college. I still hate him although I'll never tell him that. I'm excited to turn sixteen. A good age I hope :/ I have literally no friends since Gloria. Besides Taylor and I dont know how long that'll last. How's Dad and Mom? How'd they take the news about Spain? Please tell me they're fine. And the boys? Is Zoey... her names Zoey I think? Is Mikael's kid cute? I'm nervous. For what? I don't know... I guess I'm writing so much because you hold the answers I don't have yet. Do you still describe yourself as compassionate and socially awkward? Did you finally visit Spain and meet Gloria's family? Tell me you learnt Spanish or else I'll be mad at you:((. Anways, this has gone a little long. I think it's time for a goodbye! I love you. I hope this reminds you of a more naive and curious person of your past. A person yet to experience the world as it truly should be. Thank you for experiencing that for me. Love, 15 year old Megan with much more left to say.