A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Esh’ ngdoi. O’yveu arf leadloww w(thi ityp ot sfle ttha deno aws abd ti uyor uoy itnlu teh so the yads) in ,erhat of ealh uoy ginog aezlidre inoepetxc rneve oogd. Ubt oeetghrt feer lil’ katign sla,ecss be d?o rou baker eaucs akbre gpa we fro si odvci dan a yatlucal gtgetin yoka ifel waay ot aekrb eceusab vahe our ureglar sslcsae lecgeol shit og nad htimg ecolgle utb im’ so oocshl our of week ! ofr si’t uro csnei no l,ssseac uor htey newt tn’od e’ewr lluf rfmo fo me nsrgpi iogng ew itgank tub haev evlo isxotenetnn koto to itlls er’tseh p,u we dipa. Enma asme ew ’im tsal us aezedril btu ekenwed ot e’rew tetnigg crieepd isht eomsone xeesneipv ueaecsb dpnisngpitioa, is’nt nda ): ti nda !!! utb wree eht neso oattot si tno gitgnet tey iggon how enotsd’ itwh he’s apyph yeht tpu preons ms’ moreyan deverse trhu not ym eb ocugnnfis i im’ evenr owh utb eth ot erniadg. And tas’th lsaet tihw so b,abes at baceesu pahpy e’hs ihs vessdere it so gf own he appyh emses eh dogo. T’si :) ti it gtare ,eapnsship rof alos wsa tiraydbh btu rou nbee rof kniwogr greiinstnet one ekep the ryanigp u an se,siwh kanth aws. Htru and sa hrgutoh nfu peslae wihs aipogeozl we is’nt i tpu and be yrcas gnitegt to :) all anikd atth rraowfd epek ghotuth dna eayrll ,emor ot si nda eht 81 ’its it ipan as konw yuo coldu tboua owh i guh so uore’y rwtoh suphngi.
Our iagprny for still esaisp,hpn mi’.
O,xxo 3< lxe.

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