A letter from July 9th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Today I read the letter I sent myself in 2012. I had forgot all about it. I know there is another letter coming but idk when. Currently I am working at sitel. Ive been there almost 6 years. I am waiting to find out if I got hired for the OM position but they keep pushing my feedback later and no one has talked to me. My current best friends are joanna and lizzy. Sometimes I feel like I don't really have a best friend anymore though. Also, i have just ended a relationship i was in for almost 3 years with Jason. I am heartbroken. I found out he cheated on me once before he left on his pcs with his best friends wife and again this year before he was coming to propose to me. I also found out his mom was racist. I am really sad but I know it will pass and I'll get over it. Max isn't around anymore. He passed a few years ago. Luis still has all the cats. I am super allergic to cats and dogs . I just recently got contacts. Theyre cool. Still learning to use them. My favorite station has been pop2k on xm radio. Its taking me back down memory lane. Today i heard pieces of me by ashlee si.Simpson and remembered every word. My favorite songs right now are happier by marshmellow, be alright by parmalee, and te bote by bad bunny. I am getting more comfortable in my own skin and being able to take things less seriously. i weigh 155 on a good day but i dont really feel fat. I do want to start working out though. My brothers and sisters are all here but nina , shes in ny. My mom lives with me and it kind of sucks sometimes. My best friend at work is Latasha. My current obsession is make up and hair and hair accessories. That may never change. Tommorow night i am flying out to denver for zayns bautizo and I am so excited. I can finally hold him. My dad is not doing so well since tabatha left him and he has been drinking and smoking. My goals right now are to lose weight. Buy a house in 2 years and move up or become the top performing coach. I just met my new team today and I was kind of nervous. . I hope things look better next time I read this. Take care of yourself, don't waste time in relationships and enjoy your time here.