A letter from April 18th, 2019

Happy Birthday! Here I am once again. I didn't even remember what I wrote the last time, but I know I was quite depressed, thinking my life would come to an end very soon. I'm glad it didn't. Were are you right now? I really hope you got that scholarship you wanted soooo bad. If not, that's ok, it happens, it's not easy and you know it. And I hope you know you worked very very hard for that. Are you and H. ok? I hope you do because I really love you guys together, he makes you feel like you never did before, even though sometimes due the conflict of interests between you two, you wonder what you feel and want for your life. Two years from now is quite a long time, and things can change in the course of it, but I really do hope for the best. I guess that's all I want right now: you, in your 24th bday, having fun in Tokyo or something like that. Sincerely yours, Me ♥