A letter from April 17th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Don't end it all. You may be a sweaty insecure mess but things will get better. You may feel unwanted and question everyones commitment to staying with you but things will get better. I want to promise this but i cant lie to you. idk what the future holds and frankly im not even sure you will ever even get to read this. ik you think you will never go on a date and live a normal life because of your severe nervous sweating but hopefully someone comes along and they wont mind it and love u for u. pfft as if. its nice to dream though. Also dont give up with art. Practice please practice. thinkk of "a silent voice" and "a letter" and "wolf children" and webtoon when you think of quitting (google if you dont remember). also hopefully your not homeless so u can read this. Go to the library if u r ya nut. On another note ur not that fat. U r just super insecure as always (sry if this letter is a mess i have alot to say to u young lady but not enough space. I would need a whole harry potter series to get dont with this talk). And dont get caught up thinking of all the things you missed as a kid and please dont compare your life to things that arent even real its a problem. Im 15 btw so im a pretty young dumb dumb while writing this. And chris marquez has got to be the cutest crush youve had so far. Wish you could have told him how ya felt but the sweating wont let ya. to bad. also braces and glasses are the worst. and get that blue and red and pink hair. U deserve it. and go on that trip and make yourself happy. Your happiness is the most important things to me after all. I love you alot and dont forget that. You may think noone does but I always will. Even when you say "I hate myself" Just wait till you get this and cry your eyes out (lol) and get those tattoos to plz mami wont mind (she will **** u but go for it lollllll) sincerely, Your young 15 year old self