A letter from November 14th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, I know you have consciously been struggling with weight issues for the last eight years now even before you gave birth to your first born son. I remember after the birth of Jayden you lost so much weight and went back to your original before baby weight., This was possible through the rigorous workouts and eating well. Fast track to your second baby two and half years later, you gained almost all the weight that you lost and had to struggle after delivery to loose the weight. Its been five years post delivery and you are still struggling with the weight. I am glad though that for the past two months you have gone back to working out at the gym and eating healthy and consciously and as a result you have lost 8kgs! Bravo and keep up. I am sure by this time nest year, none of the clothes I wear today will fit me anymore! My ideal weight is 75kgs and now you are at 110kgs. You see you really have a long way to go but I will support you and be with you all the time. Right now I am going for lunch and I know that these days I eat consciously. I cant wait to see you then! Forever with you.