A letter from May 31st, 2018

Dear FutureMe, In case you have forgotten, this is from yourself, Chris, but 3 years ago. Based on the date I sent it, you should be 20. or 19? At this point, I wasn't really sure hahaha. But yeah, hey there. I really hope you are doing fine and that you are pretty happy. Really happy actually. You know, again, if you have forgotten, right now, as in me, not you. Well we're both us but me as in 2018 me haha. But yeah, right now, I am talking to Kaosheng. Our third love. You know, I still haven't told her how I truly feel. Well I have, but...it was incomplete. I want to tell her that I love her, but...not yet. Not yet. Anyways. Yeah, when you're reading this, I just want to say that I hope you are still happily with her. You know, that you were afraid of how it was going to turn out between you two, but knowing us, it was in the moment. So it's okay. But if we aren't together anymore, then it's okay also. I hope you know that. It wasn't our first time going through this, and hopefully it won't be the last. For now at least haha. But yeah. Do not beat yourself up man. I swear if you are then you are pretty weak. Little weak *** ***** hahaha. Man up and cry it out or something, or go do something with the guys. Oh yeah, I hope our guys; I hope we are still tight and close together by your time. Drifting from Kaosheng now, about our boys. Yeah, again, I hope that we are all still together and tight. Hahaha maybe we'll all even have girlfriends and do lots of things together. But they're probably in hella good schools or something huh? Hahaha. You. Where are you? I hope you do get somewhere good, ,nnice, advanced and really active?!? HUH?!?! Shoot, you better be haha. But you know...if you aren't or not where you wanted us to be, it's okay. And I hope you know that? I don't blame you man. But this doesn't mean you get to blame anyone else either. Smile man hehe :). I hope you are working too you slacker haha. I'm pretty sure you are driving to, cuz if not, then thattt I would be disappointed in haha. Another thing, is that I hope you have already gotten surgery bruh. I swear if you have not, then you really are a *****. But, if you haveee, I hope you're still playing volleyball and jump hella freaking high. Hahahaha if you are noooot, then I hope you are at least pretty buff haha. Like Buff enough, ,and I'm sure you know how buff that is hahaha. Because you know, you're me. Ughghhhh maaaan. Time is about to run ouuuut. FUuuuhhhh, I still have much more to maybe ask and or just say to you bruh. You know, this kind of feels like texting an older brother haha. Ahhh. Yeah. It does. We've always kind of wanted an older brother huh? haha man. it's okay, we're one. So I hope you are still acting like one. And not only to your sisters, but to everyone and other people as well. I'm sure you're doing fine Chris. Living happy. Living in the moment. Living where ever you are haha. Hopefully not on the streets. But yeah man, Ugh, I wish I can meet you. You know during my time that is haha. But yeah. I'm going to have to say bye now Chris. Future Chris. Huhuuhuhu ooh my gooood. Ummm...Say hi to future Kaosheng for me. :) :P Even if you guys aren't together. I'll be happy hehe. okayyyy I have 3 minutes!!! Ahhh. okay bye chrissssss. This is comming from you, not Kaosheng hahaha. Alright, farewell Chris. Until 3 years from now. Signing off!