A letter from April 7th, 2018

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, i hope you have found a good ******, you are with an idiot now, i hope you have already get reed of him and please tell me that you’re in college, please something good, omg please and what about your body? are u skinner? and your treatment? are u “better” now? did u travel? ok i now it’s soon to ask about this I really hope that you’re in another country doing something useful and i hope u found a jungkook for your life a sabastian mongesnter and how’s BTS?? and Ana? Mielna? Melissa? Alice? Lyz? and what about gabi? mom? dad? luke? grandma? julia, bia, sam and the others? how did u graduate? it was good? and the enem?? and what about god? are u good with him? the church? are u going? did u read a lot of good books? and, of coarse, the most important part how are u doing? how’s life? how’s your mind doing? the dizziness? the anxiety? what are you really feeling right now? do you regret a lot of things? .... are u happy? ...

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Não sei por onde começar
Bom, seu relacionamento com ele durou 1 mês, um sufoco eu sei
Sim, estamos na faculdade
De psicologia
Porém queremos largar
Eu realmente queria te...

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On no aretez ifo ana oãn iof cta, o,sfalbymatn kaa.
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Me div?a traac uegpo essa me spsaméi uam oacpé mbo, a.
Otdu at opésism.
Leadpcsu me.
Rdvaede ed.
Msa.
Ratunto ommrsoaehl ad.
Moc a irevv amrndeeops desienaad a.
Smapisé me onist.
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Stuiam ed msa iscosa m,si em drpoeaern.
Ãon mas mstseao zslefie me preedo,.
Aidna peol o,ãn omesn.
Geaautn irfem.
Farsço.
Dcpsueal.

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