How about a liitle introspection into October 2016

Dear Future Mathapelo Hey Doll, you're 18 today. How do you feel. Today the 02nd of October you went for a Big walk remember. you were so excited. The reason of this letter is that I want to know that a year later what is going on. This year you started noticing that one weird boy you never noticed. On the 01 of January you finally got it. that one thing you have always wanted. Are you the same or did you finally grow over it. If things did not end up the way you hoped I hope you have grown over it. If not it's time do it today. This week you are going to Matric dance do you remember oh bot tou were so excited. BTW I hope you stopped with the stalking thing by now even though I can't today but I hope you did. Oh i am scared at this moment I hoe you passed and are in varsity it has been a dream. Babe I am so excited to be receiving this letter hey. I seriously hope that you are happy ans not doing anything you past self would hate coz really I would be disappointed and you know it. I hope you left you child likeness behind but I hope you're still the boss chick I know and LOVE. I seriously hope that you are HAPPY ON THIS DAY MY DARLING YOU'RE 18 HONEY. And even though the possibility is slim I hope you finally got over it or got it that would be fantastic. HUGSANDKISSES 17 year old THAPI-MARIA