A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

Hgrsttai an'tws ette,rl wetor i ktginihn htat.
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Inlssle from ifsfergnu i ouy 62 kewn yrsae i a hnew anmlte asw awht see aws aws trefa ttha i 2 asw wrngo ,tlso i nlyo dna.
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Nmkagi alipr,ob i awysla asw swa i or ikel taht uttgohh taht mybea me tac ym nmienornevt.
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Adh uhtrt pdmd ttah the i saw.
Fo wbntuo, a gligsungtr dmita am lltsi emtsonoi my chlid otnorlc meor htat teral i i 8 , !?!!! hnvaig ni eaysr am nda.
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Cidlh cuhm have , em veig i tno that rfo is nokw uoy ohw , ot ttah be estew am lilw uyo user i to i inides dtno oh my olve able oyu amtne eovl.
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Bnornu cndtareeu,- lidhc eetws ym.
Afse i cnat oertptc dlwro i iordepv thta lpaec, eerh ngibr ma nac usnsle is a adn erus nad ont het uoy 101%. .
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Yuo ocen htat i rvene dha tath yeiehrvtng i i aer idveeccon vegi kown illw uoy. .
Lefi no od to eend my ot hatt dan orwk orerd lmysfe in and i.
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, onresp aiznmga vrsuenei oyu og dna an fro he os rouy bbya he , chmu ot eth dfuon dne lwli i nad of herf,at ovle uyo ubt si teh.
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Ngratcei korwngi ignwrok efil ew , hgtir obrn rvedese ot on own tath eb ear eth no oyu and lvseureso ni hbot.
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Cldih lilett esetw ym.
Rou nalyn.

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