A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Noilaetishrp elweys ni adn hot a i ifle dtn’o haev ym ’hes i,nkad enev rleyla anwan. Dilw ig.
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Orpisem ttha i did not llo pkee. Ehnw etletr reedeidvl tmaetpt for i yshpc bc 😩 was na ot asw erad dawr n’dto ni eht i evne i ti got bevelie ihts. 5 my sneic weerohv tmteatp eben rys lats sti’. A htgin so at’sth oodg.
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Acft i ilaev am ni. Rofm rehe im’ bene rfa sah slilt yrev feli owhmsoe eay,s tbu.
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Ot hhig oeegcll twen csohlo nda ddagauter. A rkaeb reedge m’i tlyrncrue a inrizpgoitri gnkait ym voer bc latmne athelh m’i lgleoec ofmr.
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Het i mbaey from yad vyllaentue will adn efrt,pec lefi am liwl btetre arf moce teg xnte btu. Aymbe usre ’mi utb htat cxyetla ,be when not llwi.

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