Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Dt'ounlc eefigln dsa but i stpo. Kard ntew my ot tider rakd i dan eopc, ,side seelrva ni yevr rof a btse rysea. Svlreea elasver leorbut tcemeadi esfl udgsr roftfe nad cuseidi ausebd eatms,ptt an ot in hitw moiclasohl dha sriceprbed. Utp my otg ni lwil ciwet a uic igsnata in teh aliophts i asw tiewc dna eem/laanrtbh deitslpaiosh. Radk timse. Acrere ym olst i einsgd.
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That it ot out me okot 2 gte oehl of eyars. I itsnhg mrset fo a acme to lto tiwh. Nda neiyeglnu si yaifml hoelnpiisart thheyla won pphya. Noba with even. Rlngsggitu ogind hss'e lvolare oals ubt lwle. Oto rohst si lal rggwoin wree' lraieesd we ielf adn yaw dorle. .
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Dna i to alyerl of ylefsm hte awnt letlsifye on eadl derdnnunagist i adme dkoewr ot lot my ensequtido eshncga kndi lfie and a dan. Ma illst out ti i iggiunrf. Use neor,may rgdu holgahtu nda tisll - tub dalyi my otno oholalc my taph enwsesll otn cmhu i well ton saoymdes abues is si that trhee but. Ti itlsl wlli eitm etak.
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Won gdoo snwe eth ofr. Tithrf i retos esatrtd ym won. Ubt sit' no lseatyolbu - dan i ma vdyy,eare am i peessrdde nggilgturs so sols relong ni chmu uskk. )kyao i tehlrahei asmciemhns essoemitm i ta'sth eikl dna nda ym bt(u nogicp nangmiga nad llist si,ad 'im ilps ehav no uroejyn. .
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E'vi lgon awy a glno cmoe. Onlg olng hvae you emoc awy a. Ckab a gnith ntur hnet had utb uto we ndt'id i as ndtlo'uw naehgc iefl neidmiag. Noldt'wu leyral i. Mi' ypaph. But ypaph ntgliusgrg. .
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Sltli dna no oyb no,. Own,d thru eavslre alveser, dha rthu lte my,na gto. A tge 'lli ridraem or ot if own - owh adie tnaw on elfi d?sik ifdn enop rfo whit ym tills dan i eomosen spnde. Knwo i todn'. Os pngrissiru ifel so idrwe is and. (hst'ta so thguoh a nagissv osem tbi qtieu i ddi ehva i fo so)hp ywh mkae eth emyno. No tsrenpe eth lwil osph hte ,won diea if 'mi hte ti ro fali tub by ivlign dya adn cneutoni in rof ganitk. .
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Uo'vye mdea me ourdp. Fiy stuj. My yetos?lnh i ntxe thaw ehva no to petcex efli mfor adn eadi. Slhal guess i sjut ees ew. Dan both 'vie been teh adb iensna hte tub good ni esceienrpex dlmeid ,ahd vahe. Udloc yas eahv a ghoutth bkoo fo veren ,it i wginrit saw if. Myan stiswt nusrt so dan.
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Wdolfneur e'ndtos awy, is in askme ihwch fiel ?it a tawh.
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Ym uoy als,ayw elov onwk evlo, eth iesgbtg ti lla. Byab sa i ruyo y 19 feel vloe dna my. Lesf o. Htnak yuo.
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Y 92. O kkus.

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