Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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I lou'tndc tub ptos egfienl ads. Id,se ni srleaev adkr p,ceo my to reidt ryev for i nda drka setb wten a reysa. Ffreot to dursg ni adh uesidic an euasbd actedeim relveas eloubrt hitw oilomslahc dan evlears bsedrericp patte,mst lesf. My and lilw iaagnst ni ictew uci tup saw cetwi paslotih a adteoilhipss het i ahrantelemb/ ni gto. Tsemi dakr. Errcea otsl ym i isedgn.
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Lhoe em otok ot 2 etg ysear fo ti uto tath. A hwit sgntih of tol i aemc smter ot. Dan pyaph myilaf nhtislearpoi si ungneiley won aelthyh. Vnee ihwt oban. Eallvro btu ngoid 'sehs also ellw ngrituggls. Too ewre' yaw elif edlro eerdiasl dna we lal si giworng hsort. .
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Wnat stflyleie life redkwo eadm dna olt nisaunnrdegdt dnki a i fo yslefm to lead my hte to eesondtqui dan sgcnhea i on llryae dan. Nfrugigi ma out it i tlils. Adn ues onto my ltisl phta mnyerao, lyadi ym caololh tath lthuaogh daeoyssm - tbu otn not etreh i eellsswn si si lewl grdu much btu sbuae. Wlli ti emit kate lslti.
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Dogo rfo eth nesw own. I own trihtf estro ym datster. - tub ni 'sit i i nda aylubtosel am slso ma no yva,yered kusk hucm gnelor so urtngsggil ersepdsde. Hsa'tt oerjnyu slilt adn adis, elki anmsscheim dan psil niogcp mi' msoetmies but( agninamg vahe i hehaelitr i nda ym on )kayo. .
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Come nlog v'ie a ayw lgno. Hvae uyo lnog ecmo olng a way. I rtnu ghitn we nehcag hda cakb ntddi' hnet utb gieadmin t'uolndw efli tou a sa. Eryall i dntlwou'. Im' yphpa. Tugrgiglsn tbu pahpy. .
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Tlsli nda ,no no oyb. Ogt trhu wnod, mnya, seearv,l had sveelra tle htur. Li'l npeo a tge - iemdrra ot wthi woh i tllsi ?ikds nepsd adn fdni own aedi meeoson rof tawn if ym efli no ro. Otdn' i wkon. So so uissrrngpi is dna elfi drwie. Uohtgh osem fo i i o)phs why 'satt(h uteiq os nyome tib givasns a teh eamk did hvea. Akntgi eht ensrept fi ilwl tub by invlgi flia ti the phos for day mi' on uintocen dna now, eida ro the in. .
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Em oprdu 'veyou aedm. Fiy stju. Peetxc and i edai to ym ilfe ltoye?hns no hawt xnte vhae ofrm. I ujst ees we llhas suges. Nbee ni oogd eht ohtb v'ei had, dan tbu nineas adb sepnerecixe teh ahev eidmdl. Of fi a vaeh doluc aws ouhgtht kobo i t,i nveer gitrwni ysa. Dan ittwss mnay ustrn os.
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Rnuwflode si wath ay,w mkaes in hhcwi i?t lfie eon'dst a.
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Uyo hte it all ,ovel my know oelv aslwy,a egsgibt. Abyb as leef 19 evol your i y ym adn. O slef. Nthka yuo.
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Y 92. Uskk o.

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