A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Ayerll urfs,yeol yreou' in uysg ot lbsniae trefa lyulf htink lfla iwth a oflo covseird esrpi,sru aer psdtiu a ouey'r uoy you beucsa,e love gnano. Nt'do uyo heid ot eryanmo ehva. Nto'd ngieesfl be sdaecr so tshee oyu ot ahve of. E'your drae ym lai,dv. No 'tond leppoe can dan nibeg atguohlh oncut su dad dnuof like eqrue, ue'oyv lylaer omm uoy. Inazgma hatt you rsuyel atuob on gnciyr no'td lsrgi csurh tog ouv'ye a indm eplpoe.
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Eoplpe thiw eht orfm of lal ecmxolp coattcn tsol uro oy'uev. K,caj lnaiylw omre on na,alu. . . Sims illst uoy tlo htuhog mhet a. Your to oesd it of mrfo emerrmeb yvre mfro htur wef hdclohodi onk,w s"es"urhc eitm ot and noe temi oyb ,aulsc uoy. On a he last dan made iefl it ootk uheg a aeyr htheal amelnt tcpiam sih wheli oury rof. Ouy oruy usre htta ctatnoc on 'uecovdl htnaingy hvea lstil noigsl endo sbte yaesr wnd,o vaeh deia tedir amek uoy wkne epde yman, imh, nmya cn'oltdu oyu het hodl uoy ot refta iesdept ot ehr aitertshp ,tbu dvase. So 'oeuldcv be otn ltdo edai acn and rogfte oyu ofyrlesu htta oyrneeve the yuo ihws dahr i seva no ot i. A'nct tleifienyd uoy.
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Enaymro tnihg bcain a elwl, 6 tis'n. Ew pu tispl nad ohtfgu ppoeel. Yrt yee hdar kpee ot an but a,emid aicols emth hrtouhg illts uyo 'sti on. Imss attm jses hmuc ouy os, so adn. The lslti ehty o!t!!geerth era wree etsb dan btse of.
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Wahtc ouy nd'to nwo( si'tn sa yenoram geeiincroterelcdse adn nneieniattgr sa )lnaokaza dpiwee nnwok. S'he tlo uoy adn up ca'tn ekpe a rgntmisea. You rofmcotnig 'tsi vis,d tub hsi slilt and rvye acwht iclntsaog.
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And mtat ear ooloogoon egno nsaes. Attm reh imte a indgo asnss'e yuo ttwetir disevhan lehwi jtus feart thgilar slat ecedckh but. Astlk lol'yu ihntg meorym a yaaswl s'ti tesho odgo ht,me with aveh tlea mrmeeerb ot.
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Ogdo lrta,e nda uyo yuo i in rettads hngsit ,(dude n!!)!ur ti hvangi aywyna yuo neth efiglen to dot'n o,yb anitgd ongid tah(t ignhts eekp vole weer yevr mofr twen uemlh,ergi a gicar i thnki ruepdsser gntih sradett but nwta nitul i naiga donw odtl to tafs ihwt uveclo'd sllti hatt i dx afll r),dvasoal oyb iswh aulcs nad rfaet. Oyu ilek lal a nad his t,tah tlef rahte niillav bekor.
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Uyo met ílcaite hten.
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Ubt seh uoy repetfc stju kile itme at aws ekrn,bo htat. Lkei ibt yuo whit 'owtn a her tou ngisth litsl rhe itereh work but. Hes owh udolc'nt astet errebemm ev)ial wlli reh the srfit of ekpe kssi yuo nd(a ragvfeo sawaly uyro adn gleba.
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Rvee arnaay me gte ,ybo hitw dan ndto' rttdsae. Of hes llo ddi tehsart lear euroy' pot all wsa llsti dan rifst yuo loev geav ahtt yoru gorcreievn tub ehs oyu on nda cmntmoemti hse a,nm sueiss turst. Utrts lesaex,dmui oyu, sissue twhi nad tmmcmieotn a. It's lol fucikng aebgluahl.
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Yiru sa iss are bklac nad as ruoy yuro lni)ayf!l!! ne!!o! o,wn nad we oyur ellw nervi,gtyeh cat a abanibni ogt sey(, hitgr.
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Pheo ,uoy full hpyp,a in os igoolkn raset adn tog a nvseori fo hte fro yu,o cbak was adn me rbeett teufur fo isneeg uuftre hiwgnsi ,i. Sya i noe happy mi' i ady, acn shwi uyrtl evlo,. Ruo lts'e gitryn ltniu sebt, ,tehn yako? eepk.
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Rof yersoulf ignbe rteeh swlaay ofr uoy khnat. Rof form eigv yv'euo how nhtaig ot htta oeyv'u liwl nlgoed oyu umhc walsya ogne enevr nnlreagi egtrre to hug ouy ouy. Oyu ofr pu nhkat gnivgi tno ttha imte. Oelv abg ou,y i.
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R'ueoy ltltah' fro evreneyo imzngaa dan shi,t edra. On oyu iayy@nrmobose pu on fi ,takl nwta ith em ot vree titwret. Tss!oeri hgiansr i olve.

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