A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Eyur'o ullfy olve htkin esiprsru, a floo re'uyo gsuy yuo agnno llaf to thiw aeusbc,e eartf uoy in spdtiu ylrlae anbiles e,oyrlfus irdceosv aer a. Ot oyu heav iedh 'dnot maoeyrn. Lfeingse os ehav ot eb uoy daesrc ethes of o'dnt. 'ouyre eadr ym i,advl. Gebni on luothgah nutoc mmo rllaye uo'vye re,uqe yuo anc adn fuond like peloep su dad todn'. Ogt uyo a btaou zngiaam on rniygc glris ppolee urhcs 'yovue ttha uylsre dmin dont'.
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Of pxeomlc ppleoe rfom lla eht yuoe'v rou with lsot tctaonc. Mero wlylani cja,k lna,au no. . . Ughhto tisll you tehm a imss lot. Fo ryou yuo ti ot tmie r"sehcus" wfe o,wkn reemmebr rvey ot mofr eon adn urht dose oclhhoddi byo la,csu eimt from. Ughe no his it hlheta koot eh file eary talnem ltsa daem and a yruo hwlie cimapt orf a. Hatt actctno u,bt eond vhae yuo idret uyo myna nkwe yuo teh ot atetrhpsi lltis to cldn'uto lgnois ove'clud adesv tafer on mkae m,ih asrey odlh iade oryu edptsei epde nmya, uoy vhea esru aiyntghn hre onwd, sebt. Uyo ot hte hdra du'lcove be otn uyo on nad i aesv cna reyenove os frtgeo ttah i whsi dolt aied flsourey. You nyeedtilfi a'ntc.
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E,wll 6 cbina noeayrm t'sin a gthin. Lepoep ghotuf up pitls dan we. Ea,dim na ot ytr ekep yee it's no oyu ubt ahdr ocsila ehmt orthhug stlli. Ssej ouy hcmu so, mtat os dan sims. Ebts eth nad yeht aer stbe stlil erew of !hoter!e!gt.
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Gdecerelnciotsiree loazka)na tgrenianeint (wno knnow acwht ntsi' 'todn uyo as iedwpe as roanmey dan. Pu tlo gmaeitnsr yuo 'ncat s'he a ekep dna. Tcwah gtcsaloin ts'i ocnigmotrf lsitl but adn eryv v,dsi uyo ihs.
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Ssane noeg dna mtat oogoonool rea. Lsat time sujt titwter idngo utb a sae'nss yuo galhrit nhsvieda rhe tfear edkechc tatm wlhei. A slaywa the,m mmyoer to hitw tihgn tlea tsi' evha odgo heots eeermmrb yloul' katls.
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Thne erew i ot ihntsg you oby, hmugeleri, uespsrerd ,(deud yyanaw oyb naiga oyu but adn ntkih aicrg levo nhiagv ni gtiadn tiwh fall dna radtest dasertt to epke a odog i levoudc' eftra tod'n a(htt ti i tlsil ntwe whsi aulsc awnt sfat down hnitg !)n!ur! ttha igndo nfgeile utnil rmfo yvre dx uyo i srvo)aald, isnthg tlod tral,e. Heart ouy hsi a a,tth dan llvaiin ekrbo ltfe ekli lla.
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Tme yuo iceítal hnte.
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Ouy peeftcr ujst like ubt etmi ehs brnkoe, ta aws ttah. A tou htgnis wiht uyo riehte tonw' btu lkie lsilt orkw reh ehr bit. Aestt rhe verfoag rouy yuo eablg het n(ad emermrbe ival)e adn hes wslaay fo how rstif o'ducnlt issk epke lilw.
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Eevr ihtw nda nod't ,yob me tge rttesad aarany. Ouy aegv ehs atht ehs saw a,nm love oll sllti nmmetctmio pto tutsr did laer threats hse uessis all nda dan fo euro'y tub trfsi uoy groinevrce your no. Hiwt usrtt tmticemmon sisseu uy,o deaelmsuix, a and. Ulglahbea ucnifkg i'st llo.
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A era gthri now, nda nabainib sa sis dna ruoy llew !n!oe! ,viyrhnegte oyru ryiu sa yafl!!li!n) got ew atc y(,es yrou clkab.
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Of eertbt gnswiih kooling het of o,uy in viensro ogt urefut ,hpyap bkca ,ouy ofr erutuf dan epho lful treas ,i em and a swa os gsneie. Eno sya ayhpp anc i'm yurlt olv,e yda, hswi i i. Best, tsle' a?oyk uor itnlu htn,e epke trgyin.
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Orf oyu orf bgeni ktnah awslya oruelfys ehert. Ot ou'yve tginha nialegnr ot uyo igev ndgeol yeovu' eetrgr nreve hwo rofm lliw yuo ouy umhc yawsal ghu goen atth rof. Eitm ton uoy thta up kntha rof ggivni. Gab evol i o,yu.
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Lha'ltt zagamni dare orf 'oeruy dan hs,it yoerneve. Pu katl, hit no trwetit fi rvee tawn me oyu to no nosimy@raoeby. Evlo i rgnihas rtse!sio.

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