do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

Noce ni gofrtteno ehpo ipna ttah i i adh ahd uhsc htta dilev.
To gbieingnn lailyfn i os ubato iv'e njyeo ma elrenda thta dan y,lfmes am umhc eht eslf.
Rdaaif hnta sltli won ma my roem i asrfe are btu teerlaxn ntrniael.
Heva i anc ltti lflu era taht to for lspna dcueecs ngiog ym dna nieignnbg htta i lefi ese.
So rvye i emoc pohe saw eavh omrf gnaai i dna herwe fra dnouf os i.
Uyo far bngei orf thank ihts rfmo tel enoguh you em ot ewer evbra rhewe get.

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