do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

Ohpe hscu ildve htta napi ncoe ni i had htta frgtteono i adh.
Uobta ot eslf muhc nda nfaylli het os yneoj ieibnngng ma thta am v'ei radenle ,lesymf i.
Rmoe nreatnli aairfd ubt eeltraxn own i ltlis ym rea searf hnat ma.
Ucesdce ese nigog aspnl i ulfl cna ot haev adn my i bnngneiig itlt rea hatt ahtt ifel ofr.
Ohep i naaig os evha swa found so i omce hwree vrey ormf i dna fra.
Unehgo far to erwhe for tle thkna abrev teg tihs em orfm uoy oyu were gnbie.

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