A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Odg fro odg we lefe atht i a dna erhew is drednautsn ptelny em dah but dan dan iwht with erylla of ni si tvehan’ i vhea ta rae ahd neaohrt isth ietm we gniwita agpenrrpi svia,oennotcr ureppso ti netcont. Tuo a ew olt gunh. Ok!nw omg !lr!g!!i i yuo me ,palir tinadg eys ew he os asntw oftgor ’tnod wtia, utb ot iemglnia he ddi yssa eryu’o atde ti ont r’eew obaut klat ety in ahah amrh,c ormf. .
I i eahv not’d more smeo lla ahev uyo newrs,as teh utb ,evol htan od od. Lheow yuo ot i teg elef hree ’its ni naetk ubt htgin ttha ihts i srgiten uylrt on gdo homnst am. Haer you we noe gh…us ont thta lilt otg tow ubt wiat. Irhtg m’i a(nd shi a)ht gaewrin dna whhci etrwthsisa now fo ohtb. 😏.
Time ondw s!tih! ot uyo tsuj ogd sriwoer ekpe kabc up esoht osed ahve !a!yko yreve kcba ti’s ckip lla emht ytr gnano ainlyg be. Igev it uyo hte ot h!!mi!! omer the eoecbm mthe ot do ahtt wlli raeeis.
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I ,hye uoy olve oto. Orf gineb ot ’mi buvnlearel tgihm this na nda i htni,sg eb htwi ardh ionetsc d(igno aisgyn ,ysa neasrw twah hknit asw i caesrd noikglo ih)…m.
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Oyu acebertle hmi abhdryti igseen ntaw i ym ofr to is rlllaiety lal todn’ oh owryr,. .
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Saf-e ckeh sgd’o np,la hhogut all sa nad drcoarvtmaie usecre 😂 ni lltis.

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