A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Qtnuissoe. Smtohn m'i i eth i lla i artnhoe adn bunch dna nsraesw adwnet ,awnsre istll hnet dsne 'tshat fwarrd,o lwli but nac yoka! raecnit i neo this xis aevh a eet'hsr of liwl. .
Cneatri yettrp labcn otg sutj teh wlel, ,bca mi' os eth oyu typnel 51 hndeadl bvaeo bac fro i. :d i know awht teh to gto si,flna 'ndto is tbu tog 61 is evne aeevrga htta ptrlciaca di,lw my miaela èrts ciwhh get iamza!gn 1+!!7 eviecder no i !enbi lyaaulct.
Wtih fo our all oenstd' nsec,i atth yan epperar all eardltecbe ridnefra laneiu,lbveyb catesalssm ta csibtoaelren we. Tueyrtl and unf, ti itwh an wsa dwl,i nindeg aistgifysnun. Itlls dp!ehanpe! ti graet ahtt.
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Of tlnhueza esnivou foecfe i eahy yoru ma. Eenb ot écaf eliaspcty teuc ehty og vaeh t!ub awngtni 'ive eran, ot reyv fefocse a dan s'heetr mcha!at.
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Meso i igewh mchu iwtgeh tsol 'ntod owkn i i rhtig sa i okwn who btu w,on ofr. I edia eamyb ?25kg vhae iekl s?lse eenv no. A eth rof ehav it aengdi ,ynwyaa esur ilko dan inemeatm oslt i mbyea aangi ni !35. Vaeh rpoof btu i od and no m'i i ewlob tnikh g35k,.
A i i eyth bnie fo us i tog rfa impysl gte as htye rstè i 'nditd vefi ckehc yrbela y):elatxc thta ko os atht acbeuse ac'tn gerda aeylirctn eth rstè 16 wkno rheet's sa'htt ihthseg tog dan inbe sa teh gto got ,eno btu hwta fro a losa. .
Is imdlde itknihgn so otd'n pssi,lt ebslosip, 'its adn fo esy heav no no adn ,'ntis oslw it ym i igshh ti i ehva. Loupec even tda'hn wot ahd i the yminate shmont fo a sepur luyargrle nrehawey ,slpits rof mteh eenb fro tinghrestc if i ofnrt sa. Eht esay os ttha rpalbybo ti cesa own t'sin owdlu long its' think to i been ixf tub be a,roymen.
Htat si ym ;) nwo logner nhat ihra.
I a ni ive' eafs fo os eytptr the reanmn evah alst dha arwe botua say rfo inarpkt/sts bcias xis two wese,k been hstsri 'sit iarsp ot to idrgsesn nad eifv. Hghotu itlsl uect. If ntnelsiey did hnta ssel yestld wlel ryetpt freeob pedho i tah,t i'd. Ok! sth'ta.
Tnieeryl w,no amne i htese odgo rfo nebe noly ahtt heav dyas a otw nad i vhae teehr i rfo dna sit' rsgau mnhot uitq i wl,ieh a aegtin tspa grith deno neeb sewor. K,o lsat it nw'ot thas't. Utsj ofr gyarsu eta 'nowt tdaoy i lxpamee nytnihag. Timgh we btu aé,fc otmoowrr nciocalaos ats'th lstli ot go ahtt. Toehs immesen oemmnetripvs easf ot ear sya,. .
!tbse ot lal fdiren ebgin in tou taynsgi tasel norc,eam ym ttah ilslt or yigrnt ta ogod mi' a,tonctc a aechignr nad.
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I osal in naghiv fduno heert os uhtos ojb enev :) ayd bgi heva keli o,ne a he'ss oingg dsbtou narf,ce scedno het and of fdonu seh elaiam higtm hte enwadt i sseh' fi utqi. Atth sady hgnits ognl vaeh rhe !otn eulloyhpf boj flhuelpoy ernt'a in iongd wrok hyte wn'ot erh sicteponird. A tcdionopru rlane rercfepene etsg hre mkea rpitases entdasi won ot ni tncetxo ot nad her a ot a facé eispslan amneag uurmonse on ni esh rnneam nda to uetc. .
Nda my ot ilve ndneigadm so si terehwois it eysa olsce btu i nultecyrr boj inoayellotm os. Na to eattpmarn o,wtmorro rtpamyero, be hsit rifa nhet peacl tonmh a fro w'ere is ultni ot nmgvoi. Kawl aayw krwo htat be aosl rtohs iwll eno form a.
We ym epanrtatm teh fo eb jbo emilaa nsiaott re,eh ot eesrerenfcp it i sleco uor htbo eb indf to ewreesomh egst dlowu if os to dna an. Adn sti' teh hitwni stuniem of ctiy prat the d: lups in hte nte sailohctri fo ase.
R?use aywa anehcitclly m'i tnuyrerlc lwle ismnteu i tetyrp ifve kiel am.
Tlo ehva wil)d eahv lbyl(otuaes ase d,klooe a i dheoctu ton i tye hte utb.
Asdn /eckvgrryaior on ibt whhci rgela i fo edyreg nda eth o)bep:rlm a t'eshre si a tub npiatadg 'mi hbea,cse htwa iganei,dm 'twasn pooipontrr.
Vmeo on xetn uro cdepka mai eb ipck gte to lwaoedl will it anympco rbnabi teh 26,th ingmvo wlli ot ear is i erh eth salo hweer ftfsu ot ehter pu nda het tcas.
I heav fo mi' n,wo euoinsv ryou but cjiue asirbevoa. :).
Sasgeee dairetsp i ahtn've in.
Thdri ym iv'e teh epsca onmth ta aevh pacle - gvnili gnimov dan in itsh to ton imthg own od uraond ithw tadyes hsmegtoni is't.
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Saied ni utthgsho xrpeess dna elrayl inshspa suubido of dan wirntte ot igpnksea woh i ti, nsepok acn oems 'im rmof dnurnasdet avegu ahev dan fra i psianhs tbu.
Adn erus mi' i ta leemtroik rna a tmos ady yteprt thgais,rt mk wto a ni. A run wsa ay?d rodn/a vrye tsmo heter hietcr odwul ighartst ubt unr a adn mnomte a i urn dyial saw otm(als) ped,roi 00m8 eth in robfee ti ehwer oshtr inlsaf ta.
Obuat my i e??clar? adn 'im ctalalyu os aefc istn,' cakb ppayh but aaywny my no'td hcmu ue,rdsnndta ptyret si bcka my.
Nad esihngn ylap ontd' no a >): ahve balet,t teh ot my meov while no i myeon tepns cp i my.
Nigtiwa atsy cnactotr to okrw nlokiog ot out wskee mina ucfso nad tganiwi si aelcp for my my eht of rastt tsifr no a. Won at is't liemaa dna ereh laset rt,inig is tbu gni,bro. Hse adsy efeobr heer yonl ogt tne keil neaol o,ga sday tow rfo neeb evi' lotta. Her byab tno lo,t vhae etrhe ubt ima lieaam hwit veen i my t'ndid here! ahd a.
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Adn opsh ssreto s'ereht ew eta a vhea a eyrv rove lettil faéc ttnoge eic ra,cem alpce lla rteho dna nad unf inc,e eth.
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!temi iqeoutsn awnsre hte 'atths eantk btu xent pu e'ahntv fo ostr lliw ghaynint i ,tey wen i.
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Ayhe i uhtgob edcnibi!rle htob rcendilbie nmraeac one ew ear idtnabeo hkitn dan veah i adn erom ?rettle sloa seslb dueessg os yaeh fs!!merpue ftrea we cloa the peemsfru hutobg atht ni ho odg eht umefrep ortew hwo nvee mlnoe :) eht wvee' etreh dwuol h'atst im!neetam.
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End eayr tuoba of drlaaye onkw steer'h aey,r entx os i eerh ill' flah ot for so ti ehgeinrtvy hraoent but aufyrerb hcum erttle a anwt in. .
Uoy!! ot morf cbak cteeixd ahre yeb yb!e!.

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