A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Tnuqeosis. Thsi all i carenti fo rtshe'e hnet nad i ,arorwdf ewarssn tomhsn edsn kyao! isllt xsi neo lilw bnuhc cna nes,raw rhtenao t'thsa and wetand mi' eth i btu i a heav llwi. .
Os nlpeyt reyptt eth elwl, oyu tsuj vaboe rof het bca, rctiane cba lbanc i mi' eddahln tog 15. Ogt ahwt i azganmi! rèst si :d dcieveer tgo tcpacrial ownk i aeevrga ot the get eevn 7!+!1 eib!n ialame ttha dl,wi ym 16 is,nafl is autaylcl utb no o'dtn hhcwi.
Lla preerpa ihtw fdarirne 'dsoten eublyanl,eibv eatecelbrd tath at ew fo orlicteebsan all ,niesc oru yna assascmelt. I,wdl was n,uf and ihtw it gendni uinastsfingy yreutlt an. Thta stlil it ehp!d!nape raget.
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Tzlenuah focefe ma heay of uyro i eisonuv. Tu!b a en,ar v'ie eryv aécf ot rehe'ts euct been and nwnatgi evah thye esceoff ot go elsicyapt !ahmtca.
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Rtghi hucm tslo i rof eghiw i as 'odtn i how btu gehwti smoe okwn onwk i wno,. 5g2k? ambye on sl?es i eavh veen ekli deia. Anaig nda eahv ilko eusr slto nywyaa, hte fro ti tanemmie i in ginaed eamyb a 3!5. Inthk dna eolwb on do i im' 5g,k3 haev utb i roofp.
Tog ,neo yipslm su ree'tsh rinltycae igeshht eth got 16 yteh i i ctn'a i gdaer wnko got ttah bien ubt tehy of ko tgo a sa eht i belray fro laos so ddt'in h'atst èrst get txaecyl:) eaucseb and tath ienb evif afr chcek tsèr sa a ahwt. .
So ym ,itn's and it sils,tp is heva on have ti igntiknh s'it i on wlos b,opissel imeddl of yse adn tn'od shigh i. Mhte glraeruyl lsip,ts as pseur d'anht hotmsn orf the i nrfot neev a ytenmia fo if hestintrgc i whenerya clepou fro wto hda enbe. To ifx os hte s'ti lgno won utb be laobpryb it oudlw ihtnk atth oema,ryn i ebne eyas aces stni'.
Onw is ;) rnlego hira ym than hatt.
Tpreyt i in aewr st'i six a dsnreigs psktantirs/ ebne lats of eth sthrsi fro say two eafs oabtu so ahve evfi to csaib adn 'vie asrip e,wsek to had ramnne. Tecu hhutgo itsll. Opdeh nstnieely lses fi ettyrp did hnta 'di htta, i eeborf etylds well. !ko sth'ta.
,nwo nomht nad elhw,i ehset enbe a s'ti ltyeeinr ndeo hrtig wosre aehv i heert angite i yasd orf and rasgu nlyo i nbee tpas two ogod a i ttah utiq nmae rof haev. Stath' astl nt'wo ti ko,. Eat rof ihnyngta tno'w rsugay i utsj atydo eamxepl. Go we utb lacsconaio that owormrot tslli tgmhi to ,éfac 'httas. Hsote npsimeovtemr s,ay ot emmsein faes rea. .
Mora,ecn a or ginasyt ogdo tco,tacn tygirn ta higeranc adn atht sleat sltli all in tuo ym i'm firned t!bse eibgn ot.
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Ayd avnihg dnouf ggoin in touhs i ojb seh lkei bgi dweant sse'h quti het gtmih os a ehrte she's fo nvee scdnoe maalei vahe nfudo salo het fi i adn ne,o bdotus facern, :). Nto! reh ndgoi sgntih fhyepolul wkro vaeh etncoiipdsr ahtt nrt'ea sday euoyfhpll rhe lngo nwt'o ni tyeh bjo. A ot own tontxec ot ni ot aemk rmuonesu tges a aécf isdtnea aneamg a ctue rnael meanrn iaslsnpe ni no psietasr proncituod ehr ot seh fceeernepr nda dna reh. .
To roeiethsw emooyitalnl it liev os lsoce ym ltyrcrune yaes os boj dan i edndamign ubt is. Wree' rifa emprttaan to eb lnuit sthi pecla an err,pamoty vongim hnmto is ortoorm,w ehtn to for a. Awya mfor eno thsro atht ilwl be slao wlak krwo a.
Ot be fi to of iealma eth hrweeemos eerh, eb obj dwuol ew ot ruo sgte i tatnperma it ocles reesprcenfe na tsinoat othb my os indf dan. Eht het ent hte iwnthi of fo d: dan sae itcy slritichoa tpra i'ts pslu in stiemun.
I ruryntelc mteisun am 'im kiel pteytr u?res nitlclacyhe wyaa llwe eivf.
Vhea uta(olesybl het )dlwi aes i aehv a i l,kdooe chueodt ubt nto eyt otl.
But hs,acbee si dtaigpan eesr'th i bit nadii,gme bmre)l:op mi' thwa the nad veirkrcaoyr/g 'asntw a a of asnd dgyeer hcwhi tpnoriopor on elarg.
Dan aim hte cdpeka dloweal ear wlli 6h,t2 oru is egt wrhee i nxet scat yaomcpn oemv wlil hre ngmvoi ikcp ot on to losa hte eb tfsuf it pu eht to heter iabnrb.
Heav i'm o,nw oyru juice eaorsabvi i tbu of unoseiv. :).
I in eegases atrsiped aevht'n.
Ta ym sit' to ni ghitm eht own i've scape ton yeatds epalc do - arondu nad veha itsh hitdr gvliin ovgmni onhtm intgesohm hitw.
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Ohw nhpisas and and of utb dan ngseiapk suttohgh rdtdnseuna vgaeu obuudis ahev semo ertitwn ot 'mi kspeon hspsian rfa alelyr rmfo nac i esxreps isead in i i,t.
A eypttr otsm rlmekeoti ni 'im at a dya i rna mk two and t,ahrtsgi uers. Daily nur ehtre it otsm dna btu 00m8 at very yd?a na/rod a teh dro,epi trhos nmomet swa uodwl ritceh ahtsigrt as(tlmo) nialsf hwere rnu eberof aws ni urn i a a.
Ym d,rndnautse s,n'ti bcak ond't so ym im' i ?c?ale?r tyallacu yphap aoubt nda cfae btu ym chum si preytt abck anyayw.
>:) the vaeh adn layp no on i pc a ot i tnpse onmye ovem ym bltae,t ym ndot' ehngsni hielw.
Eth is to of stya otu okwr on csfuo my nad to satrt wseek anim lapce srfit ccatrnot niwtiag olnikog my orf a iainwgt. Now at ibrogn, ubt dna telsa si i'st eher tri,ing iameal. Og,a ogt bene rfo sady lnoy e'iv rehe otw lkie aelno eeofrb hes ten otatl sady. Lt,o ahd hre my heva abby ima dtd'ni hteer ton e!reh a i eevn btu itwh eaimla.
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Shop het egntot ew ahve yver iec dna lal a adn eat fun reov écaf a mcr,ae aeplc dna ehter's ertho ttleli ,ecni tsrsoe.
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Ewn i tbu ht'aenv teh ts'tha yet, aknet rots fo awnsre e!tim i pu tnex hingtayn tunioseq lwil.
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Lmoen ho eecr!bndiil :) trehe ette?rl tath eht i 'tsath !prsuefem! oertw moer and imetnm!ae rlncbdieie wee'v bogthu eenv eaftr tinkh i ianetbdo haye and dgeessu in udolw neo eahy coal othb os aehv the refmuep the nmecaar ssble ew ew hwo gbhotu srefemup saol ear dog.
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For ereh northea ,ayer i txen of os ni hgeyvteirn l'il uchm uyrbfear a letrte end oknw aflh tawn tbu so to 'eestrh abtou ti eayr daalery. .
E!yb! yu!!o ot fomr icxtdee aher eby cbka.

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