A letter from August 18th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,
hey! I'm here again.funny right i have a multiple message for you. well lets start the crap haha! i mean drama today is August 18 its my second interview and i got rejected again.yeah i dont know, i did my best tho. and i dont want to feel this pain of having disappointment. i want to bury the feeling of being reject like how i used too and just go with the flow, but the pain won't leave me especially knowing that i dont have anyone who can i talk. I'm scared to have another job another people to work with and another place to stay. i know i can since i did it before but i guess fear will always there after all its a test. its a test that i have to fight for, yes i will, ill do my best to fight for this fear so when the day you read this you'll know that i did my best. i wont let you down self no one is here and there to fight for you so i have to we have to. just remember that everything happened is for a reason Allah gave us test to figure our own self and to fight alone whatever happened don't lose hope to Allah and his plan he is the only one that here for you no one else. now go and rock that life you have LOVE YEH🧡



TO. SELF

       FROM. YOUR LOVE SELF