A letter from Jul 01, 2024

Dear FutureMe, I’m at Dad’s house, sitting upstairs and watching the “Bear.” In 10 days, I’ll be moving across the country to work and finish school. As the days get closer I’ve filled my time with family and friends. The emotions I feel change depending on the moment. I’m excited to be at the end of PhD and schooling. I’ve worked so hard to get to this point despite me being so hard on myself. Leaving the state and moving so far feels like a lot of change. I don’t know what I’ll do being away from everyone. How do people leave there home country and start a new life ? I hope my new life in NM for the next year is better than I ever expected it. I’m trying to think of the good change instead of the loss but it’s hard at night. I’ll be 27 next month. That age sounds serious. Maybe I can do serious things now with God leading me. XOXO - Mo