A letter from Dec 19, 2023

Yo dickhead. I'm sorry, not what you wanted to hear. You're probably pretty cool. At least a bit more than me anyway. I expect you to scoff at that, like "pretentious *******, I'm much better than you think". I hope you're better at drawing, and I hope you finished a few animations. You more than likely did, but if you didn't...Don't get discouraged. Don't do that. Don't stop in the middle of it like that. What are you doing? Look at yourself. Are you satisfied? Cuz I'm not. Not at all. I want so much more from myself. I wanna go so far, and I have a long way ahead, so god dammit you better start walking. Honestly, what the hell are you doing if you're giving it your all? I trust you are, but you better ******* be, because I Don't see any point in continuing this ******** if you're not. So pick a ****** pencil up and draw something. Anything. I Don't give a ****, you're drawing today. Yeah, you ****** are. I hope you're still at SAFT, that'd be cool. If not...I'm honestly kinda scared. I'm terrified of this possibility. But I trust ya. We know what the end goal is. So keep staring at it, and go forward. Never, ******* stop. I'm having doubts about a lot of stuff right now. My relationships, my future, video games, drawing...Hopefully some of these doubts are removed by the time you receive this letter. I kinda hope me brooding dark pisses you off. You'll know you'll have changed that way. However, there is also the possibility that you're still brooding. But don't let that get you down, cuz I won't. I don't want to. I'll just get up again, pick up my pencil and start drawing something, because that's what I want to be doing with my life. Is it still your goal as well? Either way, full force forward, alright?