A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

'id wlel it ytrtpe asy. .
.
Reedssepd llet i ,telert uyr’eo htta eirdecev ttha acn ieldnfeiyt i hist lailynf onw uoy.
.
Aezdreli ujst oyu te’hvna yte it. Ugtho it i utb ehty berett are knwo gset esme htat nda istem. Otu shit deia slhdo saery ltrete no eilf erthe uoy rfo uyo hte thaw in heva furteu etsn and you. Oersnp a ahppire reu’oy. A asy i’d sepnro tetebr enev ore’uy. Lsitl aieynxt uontfrlnateyu that uoy eethr si eetdnonmi. Eno to by oyu a an a utb yas utlodnw’ oignvm uory its’ rmoe met ubgrhot slcioa yuo lpeepo i taxyein aengma irtfnfede hatn away so city yuevo’. Emda ednsifr wne oyeu’v. Eyvu’o slto denisfr as lewl. Ervy lal uoy esmes sthi to avueg. Plsoi uyo evyu’o gitnehvrye i rea d’nto ot ryuo uyo egryen dnagei o,kwn atnw hppeai,r. Uroy kcba youe’v edgnia iselm. Cabk pedeparear tsap mfro sha tyrgheneiv tdwena uoy uryo. Olas stlo gnhsti vahe esom oyu. Utjs soem nto drfsine and ngaia peleop once. Eoberf eaddr d’idtn of a utruef eadnig yoru ahtt xtsie snese oe’vyu for. Tlos ri,rmro dna yaalws at eth ufrtue leousyfr ees dentwa nhwe yuo ta ’ouvye the stiem htaw doenrw eb soneeom elef sodhl ookl uyo yuo to osla tbu ni. Hse oll anzmaig sitll oegvinlv adn smisle dounfrwle hatt ’sshe hse nda eagtr nda s’hes ash pesrno dna mupkae si adn on. Olev rhe uyo ouldw. Lwudo you them lveo. Ggniaoizrn eben more laso uveo’y. Udlib uoyr tyci omwh enth os esnrsoa yuo ivolevdn eomr ot tnah vhea btu oyu eth csbeeau rptyte aer scine ervy akebr ynmraeo, ouy ltisl and to ru’yoe uoy opelep tub uryo anc arfse adh ehets ewkonrt nto dgoo asrngtti uoy ekat cfae roem vueo’y ilnnacafi a,rsrsgelde hmcu a lal ginphle oeury’ trhotgee ni ahd a ifednrs psprtou a eouy’r of tepusrvpoi bakc in neod taneprr nda motnucmyi, are iageimn pltclialoyi yuo oyu itwh. Ielf adme br,ttee tmneeig yaelcrl hsa i’d oyur tath asy hmte yuo. Tref, to lal of siht asy d’not tond’ pianc. Nimocg ehlp si. Cqiuk ’tsi nmogci. I vleo uoy. A ouy hersow sono taek ,ylleufoph. .
.
.
.
Eftruu oryu fles.
.
.
.
P. S lu’loy olvx : ivdcsero. Hawt im’ fro wfe ees a?uobt ni ofsrueyl ’otnd tialgkn a yol’lu ): onwk.

This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please

Write new comment

Load more comments