A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Etyrpt ysa 'di ewll it. .
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Atht naiyllf i llet uyo erecdive htat i ytendefiil ihts ttr,lee eyoru’ onw acn ddpeessre.
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Aevt’hn jtus ti dzlireea tye ouy. Eyth thta i aer ohutg but tmsei etrbet oknw tsge msee ti nad. Adn eida you ehert thwa out orf eht uyo ysrae tsih on oyu ehva eelrtt ldhos lefi esnt ni tfeuru. Ropens irephap a yruoe’. Ysa teertb ’di a ’oeyru vene ronspe. Is nteyixa endminteo uoy ftteylraunnuo ahtt ehrte ilstl. Etm aywa sit’ to feenritdf sya tniaexy na ghtburo yuo a yoru uo’tndlw naht vey’uo neo isolac emanag uoy but a so yb ytci i orme ppleeo iomgvn. Wne aemd u’vyeo ifsednr. Dserfin well yoevu’ as lots. Ssmee ot yuo lal thsi yrev egauv. Tawn sloip t’don oury to era,ppih ouy negyre okn,w aer reiehvnygt you i gdneai oeyv’u. Iemls akbc igdean uyeov’ oruy. Ckab you rmfo oury taps hyrgtnivee has prareapeed edawtn. Oyu tosl hsgnti osme ahve olas. Ocen nto aagni oppeel adn jstu fesnird esom. Fo teisx nssee ’dtnid orf arded dangie oerefb htta uyro a euftru oveuy’. Laayws hwat to yv’oue in lkoo atndwe noredw uteruf ,rorrim eht yuo ewhn yuo eb dan oeemnso stol lsoa fele odslh teh ubt at see uoy ta temsi ursyelof. And srenop umapke nad lislt has essilm that gerat is gazmani oll she’s she h’ess dna niolegvv adn rwlfnodeu she nda no. Hre oyu lvoe lowud. Meht love dwuol uyo. More osal eebn v’yueo znirioangg. Aer not nath mcuh n,yomcmtiu to the ainnflaci and all oreyu’ idersnf ekrba nda veyr getohert nseoars litls akcb uoy oyru etshe gitarsnt mre,ynoa of rouy bcusaee aecf yue’ro eond a in tub moer uoy oyu ouy etak ouy aprnert ithw ilubd had a mreo vaeh to yuo in aer dvilvone eeolpp neics seargsrl,de vyuo’e you tyrept otnkwer had uorey’ iyct igenhpl dgoo inageim nca sfear a mhow pclliyotlia utb sipvtuoepr os roptsup htne. Tmeh ahs ayllcer yas oyu ahtt adme di’ oury eegmitn elfi tte,bre. Hsti inacp rfet, td’no lal not’d to of say. Si nicmog ehlp. Ncmiog is’t qiuck. I uyo levo. Wehosr a nsoo yuo eatk o,lhlfeupy. .
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Uroy uufetr sfle.
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P. : scveoird s olvx l’yulo. Fwe oersufly rof l’loyu a hatw ese ni oubt?a mi’ nwok ntod’ lgatikn :).

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