How the Palestinian struggle shifted my perspective on life.

Dear Future Me, For the longest time, you had many good attributes; however, it seems you've kept making all the wrong actions till you became someone with no face of real value, you're just another gauge in the machine. you're now official a shell of yourself. Here are things that really represent Me and I see for myself in the future: - A woman who lives her life for nothing but the sake of Allah - A really good Muslim woman who leads by Islamic teachings. - Married to a good man that will guard my heart and love me. - A person who has her own business which revolves around helping other women grow by teaching them different things in different fields. It Must be centered around becoming better Muslim women, productive women, good mothers, sisters, daughters... Simply, a profitable business for women to grow and establish a life of their own but it should be within Islamic teachings. - Someone who is a PhD holder in the Process Engineering field and is also a researcher. - A really inspiring wife and an amazing mother. - A really good Planner who is really good at managing money - A go getter. If I want - I am a person who is happy and doesn't think of tings rigidly. - Kind to her parents and siblings. - Living abroad, living a productive life. - Have no fear, Have nothing to hide. - A REALLY GOOD HOME MAKER, who can COOK, CLEAN and has an Aesthetically beautiful house - VERY FEMININ. You got this hon, one rule: Don't waste time. You got this!