A letter from December 5th, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, you're writing this from Jamaica right now, with 5 days left to go! But you'll be back in misery (The UK) when you read this. How's home? Everything you wished to run back to? There's the whole boy situation going on that's waiting for you the second you touch down, did you hear him out? How did it go? Do you feel better or worse? Now you is dreading it but you always know what to do. How to survive and overcome. How was the flight back? Did you learn those guitar tabs you were craving to get around to? Played TWDG with KJ? Had a trio sleepover with your cousins? How did the dance show performance turn out?? I hope you're happy with yourself, who ended up going? You speak to Sid yet, I hope you have and that the heavy guilt from that situation has eased. Caught up on some coursework? Pretty sure you're 8 weeks behind... Last but not least, did you watch Bokack Horseman? You better have, they might take it off Netflix. I'm sending a letter further in time after this one, so see you on the flip side! 134 and 182.

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi me, I did return to despair (The UK) and it was freezing. Your skin got worse and I’m not sure but but I think you got sick. You also...

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