A letter from Dec 03, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, please tell me it gets better. i hate him. i mean, i love him, but i hate him so much. he says he isnt selfish, yet never actually cares about me. its always him him him. he says he’s a pathological liar, so what all has he lied about? does he really love me? he shuts down whenever he does something to upset me, and shuts down whenever i do something to upset him. thats all he does, no matter what. even if its the littlest thing that eventually gets solved through communication, his immediate response is to shut down and make both of us feel worse than if he just said what was going on in the first place rather than hours later. im tired. im so so tired. does it get any better? is therapy helping him? is therapy helping me? i love him so. much.

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

It gets better. You met his therapist, who clearly knew who you were even...

Lafiym hniigd nteh uoy pyhraet sa hmi ouy docul daleccnle dan shi hgna a neevt aitopmntnpe ewer a so him tou and of hnedbi og eh tohhug ot.
Hmi ebetrt mih eogttn is ahgn ot orem evy’uo a hpnlgie is dna lto otu inrssgaeru oemr, hchiw.
Ubt pu nn,itmogaiccmu no emco a nhgelpi ocde ehva moiuenatmcc, iltsl caemouincmt he eht ettreb lcrietdy e’osdnt a anc htiw eh’s ot ibt dan nbee dwors e’uvyo tinetgg so vahe tlo.
Vnee elif etmloceply iwth uoy htiw fi ahppy phapy ruey’o ’taren ihm,.
See in him new ihst xicdeet hitw eb nad uyore’ efil arey gnnanlip ryu’eo to yruo ngsthi eerwh igaan, texedci og to.
Etg tjsu dan adn aneie,tpc tb,tere stnhig do itwh nad lto tilar of a r,rreo tgdienundansr lylwso.

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