A letter from Nov 22, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Not sure if this future righting is actually fun or if I'm procrastinating the real homework I have to do. I'm not much or a poet or a righter like those other letters but its still nice to try and be cute. I hope I lose some weight. that's kind of blunt but its true, I'm 140 pounds at 15 and 5f 8in. I don't want to SAY that I have an ed but its the truth, I'm sorry I disappointed my past-self. I had an ed and the ripe age of 6 and a half, I'm not sure where but there are photos of me putting up a peace sign, and being in a therapy session since I just wouldn't eat, I was 25pounds under weight and proud of it, you could count my ribs and look at my body to find any bone on an anatomy exam. She would never have let me get anywhere over 120pounds, I'm so sorry her hard work went to waste. I want to be healthy, my body and my mind but I just cant. I don't want to be ether 20pounds over weight or 40pounds under. I need to be normal. And I will be. Eventually Delivery date is February 14th so ill remember to love myself. <3-2023 me