A letter from October 3rd, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I confessed to my crush and he lightly rejected me. I feel like a fool. I got out of school today using my mommy issues but now my dad is trying to make me go to counseling even though I've made it clear I don't want to. I'm going back tomorrow and I have to see him and I'm upset ish. I just feel dumb for thinking I had a shot. I shouldn't have said anything. I feel so alone already, yeah I've kinda got B as a friend but, I'm alone. No one in this world loves me but the animals and I'm so, so alone. My dad doesn't love me as much as he loves his weed, my mom may be dead and chose drugs over me and my brother is AWOL most of the time but he's the closest thing I have to feeling loved, and he's halfway across the country. The only person I found cute at this place rejected me and I have no friends. I just wanna be held and told that someone loves me and its OK, but I have no one. I'm sending this to the future in hopes I feel better about him and the counseling but idk, good luck I guess?