This is probably concerning

Idk how to start this so here’s a vent **** I did in my notes app at ******* 1130 at night I actually ******* hate my life I hate myself I hate everything all of it is terrible I literally just wanna die I hate my body I hate my brain I hate my voice I hate my hands I hate my thighs I hate my arms I hate my hips I hate my face I hate my legs I hate my teeth I hate my nose I hate my forehead I hate my height I hate my stupid ******* stomach and how ******* fat it is I’m actually going to stop eating istg I hate the insides of my legs I hate every single tiny thing about me I hate it all it’s terrible and I want to jump off a ******* building and **** myself