dear bem. its bem from july 28 2023.
umm school is starting on august 9, basically in 2 weeks. i wanna **** myself.
i don't think i am ready because i didn't do anything this whole summer.
i already covered my books and i noted in science because i was bored. claire talked to me the whole summer which was surprising because idk I'm a loner.
i hope you're doing ok
i hope you're not suffering with school
how is school? how is your grades? are you reciting? did you get dumb? are you an honor student?
anyways feel free to rant in the reply if your school life is ******* and you wanna die because its fine its not like past me can reply back anyway.
all i can say is that go to wizardliz on youtube and get your **** up because lawd i am looking up to you, don't **** up our future *****
that's all get good i hope youre doing ok👍👍
tell me all the drama btw
Epilogue
4 months later
WHATTT😭
Oh my days calm down w/ the swearing broo TT
I wanna keep this short bcs im super sleepy and ohdjwnwn i only saw this now and shuckksss...
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Eth ok hpep!!aedn tear!g ilek tsfir reiwt ni d'i cdloke in so rewe rretuqa nolyh,ets seigntohm ewolh so lluuays mayn ubt pnehaepd usrep psat roryw orob yuo tndo h,nysotel tsih a ayses gshtin idd and sabueec yuo tauob rewneehv it grndiu. Het odog otn no ady all irtfs of occehi asbgn of idd angvhi anyroem a uoy bsuacee os, ifstr. . Tdiceno rheewnve pleoep ot lppoee a tiwh eb rwee u u by nditd nda adn wno slcsestama apedss fe(ka )ahh wnta u twb olt gpiwesnhri remo fo rveeeyon.
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Tyeh oury ecbaem masstclsae. . 💔💔.
Swa ok wihhc. . A i lcdou pham,c u ldanhe thkni erwe it u. Dna hhhyhheahhh ogt us ew e!rve atht rvyeeihtng a w/ eldki we eikl rfo nhitg dntid frtsi the ay,nways aynm he dan i adn is tsemnom an odnfu ot firden dah also lhaug ubt mdea edn mhi reonhta he yoaemrn auveletlyn yk suhrc our cemos mite ikd mnay me nma os kgili uto. . . . . Wanna su guy tuabo htat i churs but a on tlejg roanhet dna ugy tdno hda olsa oaethrn tlka. Ti he naawn iengydn ahd hhbur eptk uabot i imh nonanyig raey teh yug m💆♀♀️️💆y losa smlaot eikdl u tub llits kalt sady u chsru on rof ohwel on a eeabcus hwo otdn closoh a was ubt. .
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Eth tiwh oeuyr getuonh adurdtage ni lli otcnntessi ighh ohigongtd yoru dshna r cteipsdorni eyar aeevl (fi to mermyo tired, this tuestnd yrelp w tfeuur) ,nuf hroon dshdjjjwgue ym nda alsrnio!ta!aut and rdae teh hoguh!t a ceaebm stre ognna slocoh cuz htat a ihst eerv i swa.
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